I relate to this song in that I was in a very abusive relationship. And even though he was very abusive there was just something there, some kind of connection that made it so hard to say goodbye. It finally ended last month when he nearly beat me to death. I finally said ENOUGH! I had him arrested for the 2nd time and that was it. I'm done. But although I know I can never be with him again because he could really hurt me or even kill me, I still am finding it hard to let go. There were good memories. I did love him. I loved him so much that I tried to help him through his problems, but only he can do that now. And now that it's over, and he's gone and in jail, there are still nights that I get to missing him and the good times we shared. I see him everywhere I look. He haunts me. Sometimes I see him when things were good, but then sometimes I see him when he was in a rage and I'm glad he's gone. But I still am finding it so hard to let it go, to let him go. I know I can't be with him, but it's just so hard to let go. So, I am doing what I have to do to get through this. I'm going to therapy for all my mixed emotions and I'm taking back my life.
I relate to this song in that I was in a very abusive relationship. And even though he was very abusive there was just something there, some kind of connection that made it so hard to say goodbye. It finally ended last month when he nearly beat me to death. I finally said ENOUGH! I had him arrested for the 2nd time and that was it. I'm done. But although I know I can never be with him again because he could really hurt me or even kill me, I still am finding it hard to let go. There were good memories. I did love him. I loved him so much that I tried to help him through his problems, but only he can do that now. And now that it's over, and he's gone and in jail, there are still nights that I get to missing him and the good times we shared. I see him everywhere I look. He haunts me. Sometimes I see him when things were good, but then sometimes I see him when he was in a rage and I'm glad he's gone. But I still am finding it so hard to let it go, to let him go. I know I can't be with him, but it's just so hard to let go. So, I am doing what I have to do to get through this. I'm going to therapy for all my mixed emotions and I'm taking back my life.