He is talking about his father, not a girl. He never met his real father or his father left the family after he was born and he's talking about how he has grown a custom to being alone and handling things on his own but he still wants to know his father and wants him in his life and wants an apology/explanation. Analize the song line by line and it is easier to understand. I would also like to add that the chorus needs a correction which is "I want to let you know that I'm still learning, how to love again and stop hurting."
He is talking about his father, not a girl. He never met his real father or his father left the family after he was born and he's talking about how he has grown a custom to being alone and handling things on his own but he still wants to know his father and wants him in his life and wants an apology/explanation. Analize the song line by line and it is easier to understand. I would also like to add that the chorus needs a correction which is "I want to let you know that I'm still learning, how to love again and stop hurting."