The pills are a temporary answer to his problems. He describes the way the pills make him feel, it's so cold now. He looks to the skys for his answer. But, his attempts to find himself have failed, he erupts and chooses his own ways of violence to give himself what he feels is the answer. I'm not sure if this is what he meant, but atleast this is what I get from it...
The pills are a temporary answer to his problems. He describes the way the pills make him feel, it's so cold now. He looks to the skys for his answer. But, his attempts to find himself have failed, he erupts and chooses his own ways of violence to give himself what he feels is the answer. I'm not sure if this is what he meant, but atleast this is what I get from it...