In your eyes I see your illusion
Years of misery life youve stolen
Spiral further down deep inside you
Ive become unwound falling apart
Soul torn open wide spill forth from me
Nothing left inside all but a void
On my knees I pray no one answers
As I rot away waiting for you

Love has faded like a dying ember
Nothing short of torture to remember
Moving on and spreading my infection
I cant bear to gaze at my reflection

Penetrate your mind raping your thoughts
Breaking ties that bind sever forever
On my knees I pray no one answers
As I rot away waiting for you

Love has faded like a dying ember
Nothing short of torture to remember
Moving on and spreading my infection
I cant bear to gaze at my reflection

Pale blood running thin bleeding for you
Broken life within running from you
On my knees I pray praying for you
Envy and decay rotting for you

Love has faded like a dying ember
Nothing short of torture to remember
Moving on and spreading my infection
I cant bear to gaze at my reflection

Do you love me?
NO
Do you want me?
NO
Please stay with me
NO
Just leave me alone


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    This is one of my favorite Divinity Destroyed songs out there...hell, its one of my favorite songs, period. The lyrics and the passion that Mark Ward sings with is so piercing and it allows you to feel the emotions pouring out.

    Someone or somehting has deeply wounded the speaker in this, and for it he hates not only them, but him/herself as well.

    Oh, Ps, it took me forever to understand the name...haha Im an idiot

    Abzitaon August 30, 2002   Link

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