There's something I can't figure out
There's something that I can't let go
It's here it's real and it's staring me in the eye
It's all I see now
Growing into somethin' new
Becoming what I always knew
Would change me if I let it go
Would turn on me if I let it show now
If I let it show
And you always got the best of me
While bringing out the worst of me
I found myself again and I didn't like this thing that I've become now
So I gotta do this right now
Cause tomorrow I ain't lookin' back
This is my last chance to come clean and make it right
And show you what I know
Sinking ever further
Concrete shoes keep me around
It's getting way to late to change tonight
Shudder to think I may be wrong
It's easy to lose when you're the king of loss and everything slips by
Taken a chance making a change
For better or worse
I can't let go
And I know what I want
Is what we think of ourselves inside
The same as what we really are
Is what you see in me
Really what I wanna be?
Is this all for me
Is this all for you?
Is this all we see in ourselves?


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Novacain Lyrics as written by Jacob Ira Kiley Christopher Travis Jr Aiken

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    I'm surprised no one has commented because this is a really powerful song.

    I think it's about undergoing a gradual change that strays from one's core values, realizing this and the inertia associated with most gradual life changes ("concrete shoes"), and then saying to oneself - "I need to change today or else I'm headed down a path I don't want to." This song marks a turning point for the vocalist, if he follows through with his conviction.

    mang5000on June 30, 2007   Link
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    I agree this is one of my favorite strung out songs. "I found myself again and i didn't like this thing that i've become now"......

    Seems to me it's about someone whos changed for someone( a girl perhaps) and now doesn't like what he's become. "And you always got the best of me While bringing out the worst of me"

    I think the line at the end really drives home the point "Is what you see in me really what i wanna be?" He doesn't like what he's become for this person and realizes he must change if he wants to be happy.... Thats just what i take from this song

    nick5892on August 29, 2008   Link

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