The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
My life is such a waste
Begging for something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
But why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the basics
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Begging for something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith
Never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
I cannot leave this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
But why can't I replace feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
All my feelings have been eating all of me
Feed inside
Is there something wrong with me?
I can't take
(We have a star)
I can't take
(We got a fantasy)
Come what may
(We are the stars)
I can't wait
(I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time,
Before a crowd inside
Been hating all the basics
Of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time,
Too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces
Of everything that I could find
Lyrics submitted by a scar in the sky
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