The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
[i'm sorry. i'm not leaving. i'm going back to the chapel.]
[no! you'll die!]
[but i have to.]
[no you don't. there is no reason for you to go back there.]
[you're gonna die.]
[then i will.]
what am i supposed to do?
what are they going to say?
if they only really knew?
can you hear me now?
when i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*
another day
condemned this day
everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'
will you understand me
if you bring this gift to me*
my needs corrupt me
and it sentences me eternally
but i wanna leave this place of reasoning
got something inside me
tear apart reality
would i ever hear my inner most fears
break open?
inside my head
my inner most fears
break open inside my head
my inner most fears
break open
[heaven is a universe, but so is hell]
[when god cast me from the heavens i vowed:]
[one day i would become more powerful than he]
[so i take his strength one hundred fold]
[with life i destroy, i strike down one more piece of heaven]
what am i supposed to do?
what am i supposed to say?
what is missing inside me?*
am i supposed to die?
my place of insanity, will it rescue me?
but now it's time
i don't want to see what you've done to me
if i ask you why, would you tell a lie?
or must i search inside?
until i find what's been broken inside my head?
what am i supposed to do?
what are they going to say?
if they only really knew, can you hear me now?
what i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*
another day
condemned this day
everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'
will you understand me
if you bring this gift to me*
my needs corrupt me
then it sentences me eternally
but i wanna leave this place of reasoning
got something inside me
tear apart reality
will i ever hear my inner most fear?
[no! you'll die!]
[but i have to.]
[no you don't. there is no reason for you to go back there.]
[you're gonna die.]
[then i will.]
what am i supposed to do?
what are they going to say?
if they only really knew?
can you hear me now?
when i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*
another day
condemned this day
everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'
will you understand me
if you bring this gift to me*
my needs corrupt me
and it sentences me eternally
but i wanna leave this place of reasoning
got something inside me
tear apart reality
would i ever hear my inner most fears
break open?
inside my head
my inner most fears
break open inside my head
my inner most fears
break open
[heaven is a universe, but so is hell]
[when god cast me from the heavens i vowed:]
[one day i would become more powerful than he]
[so i take his strength one hundred fold]
[with life i destroy, i strike down one more piece of heaven]
what am i supposed to do?
what am i supposed to say?
what is missing inside me?*
am i supposed to die?
my place of insanity, will it rescue me?
but now it's time
i don't want to see what you've done to me
if i ask you why, would you tell a lie?
or must i search inside?
until i find what's been broken inside my head?
what am i supposed to do?
what are they going to say?
if they only really knew, can you hear me now?
what i'm telling you 'i'm on the row.'*
another day
condemned this day
everytime i say 'when i want this pain.'
will you understand me
if you bring this gift to me*
my needs corrupt me
then it sentences me eternally
but i wanna leave this place of reasoning
got something inside me
tear apart reality
will i ever hear my inner most fear?
Lyrics submitted by faust
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