Screaming, at the window
Watch me die, another day
Hopeless, situation
Endless price, I have to pay
Sanity now it's beyond me
There's no choice

Diary of a madman
Walk the line, again today
Entries of confusion
Dear diary, I'm here to stay

Manic depression befriends me
Hear his voice
Sanity now it's beyond me
There's no choice

A sickened mind and spirit
The mirror tells me lies
Could I mistake myself for someone
Who lives behind my eyes
Will he escape my soul
Or will he set me free
Is he trying to get out
or trying to intervene

Voices in the darkness
Scream away my mental health
Can I ask a question
To help me save me from myself

Enemies fill up the pages
Are they me
Monday till sunday in stages
Set me free


Lyrics submitted by A-PuNKRoCK-FReaK, edited by ARampaginWalrus

Diary Of A Madman song meanings
Add Your Thoughts

27 Comments

sort form View by:
  • +1
    General Comment

    I think this song reflects upon Ozzy’s own life, but it’s possible he drew inspiration from one of the sources below:

    Most likely it would be famous Russian writer Nikolay Gogol’s short story titled “Diary of a Madman” published in 1835. Gogol's characters are common people and his stories are rooted in commonplace events, but his realism is simply the doorway to a weird world of broad comedy and lunacy. "Diary of a Madman" recounts one man's struggle to be noticed by the woman he loved. His diary records his gradual slide into insanity, where he finally achieves the greatness that has eluded him in real life. Gogol's fascination with the demonic and the irrational ultimately contributed to his own death. While he was on an extended fast, his over-zealous doctors applied leeches to his face in an attempt to alleviate his condition. But the reports show that the only effect of this treatment was to hasten the untimely and somewhat grotesque demise of this most unorthodox playwright. Here is a sample: "The moon is made by some lame cooper, and you can see the idiot has no idea about moons at all. He put in a creosoted rope and some wood oil; and this has led to such a terrible stink all over the earth that you have to hold your nose. Another reason the moon is such a tender globe it that people just cannot live on it any more, and all that's left alive there are noses. This is also why we cannot see our own noses - they're all on the moon." (from Diary of a Madman, 1835) Also of mention is the writer Lu Xun which first published Diary of a madman in 1918 in New Youth magazine, reprinted in the collection of short stories Call to Arms (1922.) The story begins with the narrator's visit to a pair of brothers who were close friends of his during his school years. The older brother informs him that the younger one suffered from a mental illness but got better and took a job in another city. During the time of his illness the brother kept a diary that the narrator is allowed to read. This is the "madman's diary" and its text constitutes the bulk of the story. The diary tells of the protagonist's growing obsession with the cannibalism which he believes is routinely practiced by those around him. He is convinced that sooner or later he will be eaten. As his paranoia increases, and with it his sense that cannibalism is widespread and prevalent even within his family, he despairs of saving himself. The diary ends with a poignant plea to "save the children." Then there was the 1963 movie titled “Diary of a madman” starring Vincent Price. It was based on the story "La Horla" by Guy de Maupassant. It’s an interesting story of a worldly pernicious spirit called the Horla. The Horla used mortal men as hosts to commit acts of mayhem and murder. Vincent Price plays magistrate Simon Cordier who becomes enchanted by the evil specter. Price is a man who is poised in his official capacity, shows almost juvenile affection for an artist's model he falls in love with and gains sympathy as he gradually loses all dignity under the spell of the Horla.

    swaldoon December 30, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    ozzy is one of the older performers that i adore, he rawks .. no matter how old he gets he will always be a great ass singer, rock on ozzy <3 ;)

    xgrrbabion May 02, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    THIS SONG IS GREAT YOU SHOULD LOVE IT

    dr.jacobon May 25, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    nice...very nice. It's such a great song and the lyrics are just so gripping....

    glendora04on May 25, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    this song really impressed me, i didnt think much of ozzy after hearin a few new songs, except maybe perry mason which is pretty good, but this song is great lyrically and musically, anyone know what album its off and when it was made?

    fleaaaaaaon June 14, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    This is a great song... off of the album "Diary of a Madman" and released in 1981.

    jc6mdon June 17, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    no matter what anyone says i think ozzys best work was with black sabbath

    Hindenbergon August 16, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    The madman here refers to Ozzy himself! Its about him, his manic depression & the life on tour.

    han2on June 08, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    this is a great fucking song. ozzy rules no matter what anybody says

    ZakkWyldeBLSon May 04, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    The opening solo is just so beautiful and also tragic, and the arrangement with strings and also the blend of metal riffs is perfectly executed.I don't want to start my posts negatively, but the guitar in A Perfect Circle SUCKED ASS. The guitar insults that of the classical sound of the late Randy Rhoads, and most of that version scarcely resembles the original masterpiece.

    Sniperwulf 2on October 30, 2004   Link

Add your thoughts

Log in now to tell us what you think this song means.

Don’t have an account? Create an account with SongMeanings to post comments, submit lyrics, and more. It’s super easy, we promise!

More Featured Meanings

Album art
Light Up The Sky
Van Halen
The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
Album art
Cajun Girl
Little Feat
Overall about difficult moments of disappointment and vulnerability. Having hope and longing, while remaining optimistic for the future. Encourages the belief that with each new morning there is a chance for things to improve. The chorus offers a glimmer of optimism and a chance at a resolution and redemption in the future. Captures the rollercoaster of emotions of feeling lost while loving someone who is not there for you, feeling let down and abandoned while waiting for a lover. Lost with no direction, "Now I'm up in the air with the rain in my hair, Nowhere to go, I can go anywhere" The bridge shows signs of longing and a plea for companionship. The Lyrics express a desire for authentic connection and the importance of Loving someone just as they are. "Just in passing, I'm not asking. That you be anyone but you”
Album art
Holiday
Bee Gees
@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday". I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
Album art
No Surprises
Radiohead
Same ideas expressed in Fitter, Happier are expressed in this song. We're told to strive for some sort of ideal life, which includes getting a good job, being kind to everyone, finding a partner, getting married, having a couple kids, living in a quiet neighborhood in a nice big house, etc. But in Fitter, Happier the narrator(?) realizes that it's incredibly robotic to live this life. People are being used by those in power "like a pig in a cage on antibiotics"--being pacified with things like new phones and cool gadgets and houses while being sucked dry. On No Surprises, the narrator is realizing how this life is killing him slowly. In the video, his helmet is slowly filling up with water, drowning him. But he's so complacent with it. This is a good summary of the song. This boring, "perfect" life foisted upon us by some higher powers (not spiritual, but political, economic, etc. politicians and businessmen, perhaps) is not the way to live. But there is seemingly no way out but death. He'd rather die peacefully right now than live in this cage. While our lives are often shielded, we're in our own protective bubbles, or protective helmets like the one Thom wears, if we look a little harder we can see all the corruption, lies, manipulation, etc. that is going on in the world, often run by huge yet nearly invisible organizations, corporations, and 'leaders'. It's a very hopeless song because it reflects real life.
Album art
Just A Little Lovin'
Dusty Springfield
I don't think it's necessarily about sex. It's about wanting to start the day with some love and affection. Maybe a warm cuddle. I'm not alone in interpreting it that way! For example: "'Just a Little Lovin’ is a timeless country song originally recorded by Eddy Arnold in 1954. The song, written by Eddie Miller and Jimmy Campbell, explores the delicate nuances of love and showcases Arnold’s emotive vocals. It delves into the universal theme of love and how even the smallest gesture of affection can have a profound impact on our lives." https://oldtimemusic.com/the-meaning-behind-the-song-just-a-little-lovin-by-eddy-arnold/