Overall about difficult moments of disappointment and vulnerability. Having hope and longing, while remaining optimistic for the future. Encourages the belief that with each new morning there is a chance for things to improve.
The chorus offers a glimmer of optimism and a chance at a resolution and redemption in the future.
Captures the rollercoaster of emotions of feeling lost while loving someone who is not there for you, feeling let down and abandoned while waiting for a lover. Lost with no direction, "Now I'm up in the air with the rain in my hair, Nowhere to go, I can go anywhere"
The bridge shows signs of longing and a plea for companionship. The Lyrics express a desire for authentic connection and the importance of Loving someone just as they are. "Just in passing, I'm not asking. That you be anyone but you”
The paths that I once tread
Have all but gone
Only embers now smoulder
Where bridges once burned
I feel alive and yet I fear
What may happen now
I know I can't return
And I hear me say again 'Oh let me not return'
Damn the illusions of redemption
And the hopes that held me here
I will oppose all that would befall me
With this rage inside of me
I'll defy what I would become
This solitude and anger
That do battle inside of me
Will always guide me to the answers
That I know I may not see
They are the bonds that hold me tighter
They are the chains that weigh on me
One day, I know they will become
Can I start again
And erase this pain
By casting doubts into the waters
Asking judgement of the sea
Though fortune, you guide the fools
I have no wish to be free
Until I am gone
Have all but gone
Only embers now smoulder
Where bridges once burned
I feel alive and yet I fear
What may happen now
I know I can't return
And I hear me say again 'Oh let me not return'
Damn the illusions of redemption
And the hopes that held me here
I will oppose all that would befall me
With this rage inside of me
I'll defy what I would become
This solitude and anger
That do battle inside of me
Will always guide me to the answers
That I know I may not see
They are the bonds that hold me tighter
They are the chains that weigh on me
One day, I know they will become
Can I start again
And erase this pain
By casting doubts into the waters
Asking judgement of the sea
Though fortune, you guide the fools
I have no wish to be free
Until I am gone
Lyrics submitted by rynlee83
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I don't know why this song Reminds me of Julius Caesar... But it does :/
The paths that I once tread Have all but gone Only embers now smoulder Where bridges once burned - There was a Riot when Julius Caesar died. PEople went nuts too kill the Conspiraters.
I feel alive and yet I fear What may happen now I know I can't return - Outcasted by Rome, the Conspiraters flee, no longer fearfull of Julius Caesar's Tyrany.
And I hear me say again 'Oh let me not return' Damn the illusions of redemption And the hopes that held me here I will oppose all that would befall me With this rage inside of me I'll defy what I would become
Brutus feels as if Julius Caesar didn't actually have to die... The "Illusions of Redemption" Would be Caesar's Ghost.
This solitude and anger That do battle inside of me Will always guide me to the answers That I know I may not see They are the bonds that hold me tighter They are the chains that weigh on me One day, I know they will become - Brutus, became a Victim, of what he did the second his Wife, died, because of what he did. She "Swollowed Fire". He may have been emotionless on the outside, but on the inside, he was ripped apart.
Can I start again And erase this pain By casting doubts into the waters Asking judgement of the sea - The big fight where ALOT of people Died... Cassius and Brutus included.
Though fortune, you guide the fools I have no wish to be free Until I am gone - Brutus, and the Conspirators fought for a cause, and that cause brought them down till the very last. It was a strong play as this is a Strong Song.
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Yeah, this song is definitely about regret and the temptation that follows when we try to correct it. But we can't...we can't return and inner conflict ensues until we find a way to break away from it. Until we are free.