@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
Today, it is the the day
That I've decided to no longer care
Put on a callous stare
Let the emotion run right through my veins and out my eyes
Causing an apathetic stain
Tonight, it is the night
That I finally realized that my insides
There drowning in the lies
My empathy has again betrayed my mind
I'll leave it all behind
Now, I'm feeling so numb
Emotion beyond overdone
I reach deep inside myself
And try to act like there's nothing else
And if I actually start to care
Go ahead, remind me of today
And if I actually start to fight
Go ahead, remind me of this night
That I've decided to no longer care
Put on a callous stare
Let the emotion run right through my veins and out my eyes
Causing an apathetic stain
Tonight, it is the night
That I finally realized that my insides
There drowning in the lies
My empathy has again betrayed my mind
I'll leave it all behind
Now, I'm feeling so numb
Emotion beyond overdone
I reach deep inside myself
And try to act like there's nothing else
And if I actually start to care
Go ahead, remind me of today
And if I actually start to fight
Go ahead, remind me of this night
Lyrics submitted by CagedPhoenix
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