I can't think and I can't speak
My mind is not my own
Feeling like my will is weak
Cannot find the strength to go on
I've battled
I'm fucking battled man
I've battled
I've battled yeah
I've battled
I'm fucking battled man
I've battled


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    finally i find the lyrics to this song....i've been looking for a long time. thanks to whoever got these.

    sparky the foolon June 21, 2002   Link
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    I think this song is about someone who has resisted conforming to society for a long time, but they are finally on the verge of giving in, and they are bruised and battered mentally.

    Madcappunkon August 13, 2002   Link
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    LOL the most hardcore song on the album is only like 30second long and is the hidden track i miss the old afi

    Emericanaon September 22, 2002   Link
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    yeah, old afi was way hardcore cool...but the new stuff is actually not bad...I mean the lyrics and all. I'm just glad that there is still some of hardcore oldie ways(so to speak) in their newest cd =)

    *ShElBy*on June 14, 2004   Link
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    "my mind it speeds. my mind is not my own" that is in there and so is "i've fucking battled you!" you shouldn't leave that out. this song is the conclusion of the art of drowning. if you understood the songs you now see life diffrently. Davey had to battle you to get you to see this way. that is what this song is, declaring what he's done. he had an easy time with me as i was already half way there before i found AFI. thanx Davey.

    discarnateon October 21, 2004   Link
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    oh wat cd is this song on?

    emogirl28on October 08, 2006   Link
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    ITS ON BLACK SAILS IN THE SUNSET.

    GREAT SONG TOO

    larissawillemson March 08, 2007   Link
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    I think this could be about someone who is schizophrenic... Or maybe I'm wrong and Madcapunk is right.

    MissNeuroticon December 12, 2007   Link

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