In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
It took me all my strength to get over you And sometimes the sight of you still makes me wanna cry~ makes me wanna die
Three years on you; i wasted my life, you know what you did, causing me pain and strife ~ when i said that I'd love you forever I didn't lie because I'm not one to lie.. and although I've moved on, a love like that can't just die~ you were my first love.
*~*ChoRuS*~* You were my first love~ heart rush~ die-hard ~ true-love..you filled darkness in my soul~ made me cry a river of tears I couldn't control~ I've matured though~ I have moved on ~ Goodbye to my first love
You've torn me apart; ripped at my heart; it was a waste from the start~ the tears solemly fell and I was ever so lonley, never thought I'd get over you, can't believe what you put me through, torture and disdain that lasted three years straight, you made me who I am today, no self-confidence yet self-hate. I'm glad the feelings for you have gone away
*~*Repeat Chorus*~*
Your first love never dies~And I wish you'd known how hard I tried~ just to get you to feel at least some of what i did, and now I've moved on~ You no longer make me cry~ Make me want to die~ I no longer love you
*~*Repeat Chorus*~*
Goodbye, first love
Three years on you; i wasted my life, you know what you did, causing me pain and strife ~ when i said that I'd love you forever I didn't lie because I'm not one to lie.. and although I've moved on, a love like that can't just die~ you were my first love.
*~*ChoRuS*~* You were my first love~ heart rush~ die-hard ~ true-love..you filled darkness in my soul~ made me cry a river of tears I couldn't control~ I've matured though~ I have moved on ~ Goodbye to my first love
You've torn me apart; ripped at my heart; it was a waste from the start~ the tears solemly fell and I was ever so lonley, never thought I'd get over you, can't believe what you put me through, torture and disdain that lasted three years straight, you made me who I am today, no self-confidence yet self-hate. I'm glad the feelings for you have gone away
*~*Repeat Chorus*~*
Your first love never dies~And I wish you'd known how hard I tried~ just to get you to feel at least some of what i did, and now I've moved on~ You no longer make me cry~ Make me want to die~ I no longer love you
*~*Repeat Chorus*~*
Goodbye, first love
Lyrics submitted by This_is_my_December
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