Misunderstood

Song MeaningIf you believe this song was written about Jesus then you have misunderstood. This song speaks of the difficulties of living with mental illness, interpersonal and emotional struggles. As someone living with Borderline Personality Disorder this song speaks to me on a level that can't just be coincidence. Feeling abandoned even when my friends and family try to support me, at times completely disconnecting and struggling to regain my sense of identity. Feeling empty and alone, feeling that no one understands you and you don't understand anyone. Isolating yourself because of the intense swings of emotion that follow interpersonal relationships. Going from euphoric to suicidal, from loving someone to hating someone, from feeling completely in control to a complete mess as if someone flicked a switch. Waiting, never really knowing when the next episode will hit, confused because the triggers sometimes don't even make sense. Anger at the world and people around you, with no real reason as to why your angry with them. A constant struggle with self control, pretending that nothing phases you, that you are impervious, while you are tearing yourself apart internally. I would suggest that John Petrucci has been close to someone living with BPD and was inspired to write a song about their affliction.

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General Commenthasn't it been said somewhere that this song, written by John Petrucchi, is actually a description of himself.
He's trying to tell DT fans that even though he may seem superhuman, this is a misunderstanding. It actually fits really well if you think about it. Great song too.

\m/ DREAM THEATER \M/

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General CommentEveryone here is completely off track here. This song is based on the movie "The Last Temptations of Christ" according to JP. Some reason to this is because of the line:

"I turn from a theif to a beggar, from a god to god save me"

Because as the story goes, Jesus was crucified in between a thief and a beggar....so he could literally "turn" from a theif to a beggar. I have always looked at the song as being sung as if Jesus were in the first person. I dont' think it is meant to be any significant religious statement on JP's part, just a clever song that was based off a movie.

The first two paragraphs, "Waiting" and "Sleeping" could be when he was in the garden praying and asking God to remove His burden while his disciples slept.

The chorus explains how Jesus set out to become the model for a Godly person and provide redemption for humanity, but everyone expected him to be the Messiah that ruled like a king. That's not what happened, and therefore he was "misunderstood".

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General CommentI agree with the spiritual part.
As u can see Scenes from a memory, Six degrees, train of thoughts and Octavairuim have one streamlined theme. All talking about spirituality from different views.
How do get to the point that they are connected?
Six degrees cd 1 starts like scenes of a memeory ends, train of thoughts begins like cd 2 of the six degress and the first piano tone fits exatly the missing last tone in the last song of the train of thoughts.
I have always loved dream theaters' love for detail in everyway.
First Scenes From A Memory introduces us to the "soul" spiritual part, kind of a dream thought "Wake up nicholas" at the end of the album tells me somehow that it it is a thought of dreams that the spirit goes on.
HOwever the next album Six Degrees of inner turbulence talks more about the psychological side of "spirits". Ethic and moral. Whereas train of thoughts deal with how people handle sprituality, "abuse" it or suffer from it.
What octavarium acutally is about....hell i haven't figured that out yet.

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General CommentHas anyone else noted the similarities between the background music in this song and the background music in "Finally Free" when Victoria and Julian are being killed by the Miricle? Maybe I'm looking into things too deeply but there is a real connection. Perhaps its just a coincidence...

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My InterpretationI have always believed this song to be about someone lost & disenchanted in their life. They have people around them who seem to think are they stronger then they really are. Deep down inside they feel quite weak and misunderstood & really they are hurting and people around them don't take it seriously. Not only do those around them not take them seriously but worse yet they cast judgement down on them and even mock them. This is beyond frustrating for them. Basically this person is sincerely trying to be understood and the world around them chooses to see them as something other then who they truly are.

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General CommentNope, I don't this is about Superman at all, mainly because the story of the Six Degrees of Inner Turbulence album is about genetic manipulations(re: "The Great Debate"), so this might be just about that.

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General Commentahhh that true. which part ? 1 or 2? its a possibility that part 2 is a continuation of Scenes From A Memory..maybe. i dunno

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General Commenti believe that this song also deals with mental ill ness or jsut not living up to things. how quickly emotions can change or how things seem to appear at first, and in teh chours speaking about how can u be alone when everyone sorunds you, or hurting those that fed you, a refrence to those that may love you, adn how u may think you know people when u dont because everyone is a fake in your world, which is wat leaves u in a state of disconnection, mabye the stae of people or the way peopel are leave whoever it is confused

but thats just my opnion, could be wrong

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General CommentI like this last interpretation. It seems to be in keeping with theme of spiritual disconnection that runs through the rest of the album. From Blind Faith, even to Disappear, the songs seem to be about, to quote Paul Tillich, "The spiritual situation in our technical society."

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