This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Time, how much have i wasted
I never grasped a clock
Till he passed away
Greed rules what we make of ourselves
Ourselves, from the beggar
To the chooser who survives
At the end of the trail, the trail, the trail!
Who has lived life to the fullest
Ask yourself have i even breathed
Or are we all riding life out
To tell the truth I'm in, I'm in the backseat
Now's the time to take a look
At what surrounds
And embrace the hearts
Of the ones in your life
Spark the fire that will
Torch the numbness inside
If you look to far ahead
You'll lose sight of today
Carpe Diem
Carpe Diem
I never grasped a clock
Till he passed away
Greed rules what we make of ourselves
Ourselves, from the beggar
To the chooser who survives
At the end of the trail, the trail, the trail!
Who has lived life to the fullest
Ask yourself have i even breathed
Or are we all riding life out
To tell the truth I'm in, I'm in the backseat
Now's the time to take a look
At what surrounds
And embrace the hearts
Of the ones in your life
Spark the fire that will
Torch the numbness inside
If you look to far ahead
You'll lose sight of today
Carpe Diem
Carpe Diem
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i love will haven lyrics. carpe diem, sieze the day. exactly that.
will haven fucking rocks! this song is so good. its so agressive but the message is so pure, it's the greatest. live for now, not for later. anyways, that's what i think...
This is the perfect song to wake up to. Fucking awesome message. I can especially relate to "if you look to far ahead, you'll lose sight of today" It's so true. Seize the day, live for now. I love it.