This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
As I step out into space.
I wonder what you would say.
If you knew that I was here.
Perfecting my mistakes.
I poured that gasoline.
Last drop to the machine.
And I drove that metal.
As far away.
Do you really want to go much faster?
Anything less than love is disaster.
Do you really want to drag my heart around?
I feel it like the sun.
A wave that you've become.
It settles on my tongue.
It's something that I want.
I'm a picture of a boy.
Who likes to draw the line.
Between himself and earth.
To find out what he's worth.
Stop and decide if you want this.
Before tearing it down.
I'm alone by my design.
Have you been waiting there by a phone?
For someone to call.
Who calls your name, calls you home.
I used to be a rider.
And never had to choose.
Now that I'm the driver.
There's so much more to lose.
I wonder what you would say.
If you knew that I was here.
Perfecting my mistakes.
I poured that gasoline.
Last drop to the machine.
And I drove that metal.
As far away.
Do you really want to go much faster?
Anything less than love is disaster.
Do you really want to drag my heart around?
I feel it like the sun.
A wave that you've become.
It settles on my tongue.
It's something that I want.
I'm a picture of a boy.
Who likes to draw the line.
Between himself and earth.
To find out what he's worth.
Stop and decide if you want this.
Before tearing it down.
I'm alone by my design.
Have you been waiting there by a phone?
For someone to call.
Who calls your name, calls you home.
I used to be a rider.
And never had to choose.
Now that I'm the driver.
There's so much more to lose.
Lyrics submitted by black_cow_of_death
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