In my head I found you there
And running around and following me
But you don't dare
But I find that I have, now, more
Than I ever wanted to

So maybe Thomas Jefferson wasn't born
In your backyard like you have said and
Maybe I'm just the horizon you run to when she has left
You there you are, here in my head and
Running around and calling me "come back
I'll show you the roses that brush off the snow and
Open their petals again and again" and you know that
Apple green ice cream can melt in your hands I can't so I

Held your hand at the fair and
Even forgot what time it was
And even Thomas Jefferson wasn't born
In your backyard like you have said and
Maybe I'm just the horizon you run to
When she has left you and me here alone on the floor
You're counting my feathers as the bells toll
You see the bow and belt and the girl from the south all
Favorites of mine you know then all well
And spring brings fresh little puddles that makes it all clear makes it all
Do you know what this is doing to me
Here in my head.


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Here in My Head Lyrics as written by Tori Ellen Amos

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    It's about being used...the guy's got a girlfriend, and she's just "the horizon you run to when she has left you"...so she doesn't mean that much to him, he's ultimately just using her, yet he's constantly in her head...she adores him. the way she wails "hey, do you know know what this is doing to me, here in my head?" is so emotional it's spine chilling, shows how much he means to her, how much he's taken over her...

    He's lying to her: "So maybe Thomas Jefferson wasn't born in your back yard, like you have said...", and she doesn't mean anything to him compared to what he means to her. Sometimes he'll have her, sometimes not. "i found you there...but you don't oh dare now..." It's a painful situation.

    missmeon April 04, 2006   Link

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