I've knelt at your alter - I've cut out my heart
I've lived in your Ruins - my pain is your art

My wrists are bound tight so as not to bleed
My eyes were so dark so as not to see
The memories of the past are fading like a bad dream

I've never been so alone than with you, I've never been scared to dream until now
I can't close my eyes, I'll carry on, screaming

Your words are like ice, they melt in the heat
The cold and the pain which you seem to breed
Have become what you are and left your ruins empty

I've knelt at your alter - I've cut out my heart
I've lived in your Ruins - my pain is your art

I've never been so alone than with you, I've never been scared to dream until now
I can't close my eyes, I'll carry on, screaming


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Carry on Screaming (Ruins) Lyrics as written by Sean Brennan

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    This is easily one of my favorite LAM songs.

    To me, it means this: There's this person, and they're just so confining to the singer, and all the singer can do is scream and take the pain. The person takes pleasure in the singer's pain, and are empty inside because the singer's pain is all they have.

    LostGrieveron February 24, 2006   Link
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    The lead singer's name is Sean Brennan. To me the song expresses the living hell that is loneliness. The pain, the torment, the despair it fills us with.

    inuyoukesson February 25, 2006   Link
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    Thank you, I know what his name is. I was just explaining it without using names, because it might not necessarily be about Sean himself, it can be universal and apply to a lot of people.

    LostGrieveron February 27, 2006   Link
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    this song is beyond amazing, my most fav. LAM song ever. so much of a fav. that i've puled a "personal meaning" out of it...haha that id rather not state because I dont want it to come off as....stupid?

    munsterxxxon February 14, 2007   Link
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    Amazing song. It's about a specific relationship that Sean Brennan had, he has explained this in several interviews.

    SpaceCrawleron March 15, 2011   Link

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