Two months of fun
Two years of pain
Add it up
And get a life of rain
Need to scream
But too ashamed
It's gonna rain it's gonna rain
You wanna go you wanna stay you wanna
You really blew my world
I wanna live and there's only one way

I don't want to die anymore
I want to live it up
I don't want this high anymore
But I can't give it up
I won't live a lie anymore
I need to give you up

Won't you save me
Two months of sun
A life of rain
Add it up
I'm on my own again
Need to scream
I'm so filled with rage
It's gonna rain it's gonna rain
You wanna go you wanna stay you wanna
You really screwed my world
I gotta live but you stand in the way
I'm pullin' out now uh

I don't wanna die anymore
I want to live it up
I don't want this high anymore
But I can't give it up
I won't live a lie anymore
I need to give you up

And oh oh baby did you think that I was strong?
Well oh oh honey can't you see that you were wrong
Oh oh baby did you think that I was strong?


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    The start of a relationship. Might not be very deep, but things seemed fine in the beginning. After that, the fun went away and all you're left with is pain.

    This is about realizing you need to give up what you thought was working and really isn't. Eheh.. it really speaks about my own life as well.

    shikonaorion August 07, 2006   Link

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