My mind is at ease
It's hard to believe
I don't feel a thing
Such bliss that ain't real
Can I keep it from
Taking over me
And now the chemical is taking the
Inside right out of me
I found a mountain of pure endless energy
I keep telling myself it's not reality
That the world around me is now changing
Once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I CAN'T
What's breaking me down
What's inside this raging chemical?
To rest with ease
Now it's time
To allow my mind relief
This feeling that I need
Can I keep it from taking over me?
As I indulge myself with every breath
Of this moment
Knowing I can't taste the purity of life again
Without a chemical going through my head
That the world around me's now changing
Once it was a break that I could keep
I tried to walk away but I can't refrain
What's breaking me down
What's inside this raging chemical
I see it...
I need it...
So BRING, ITTTTT TO ME
Will I
Feel the same, feel the same
About me
Can I begin, can I begin
To start this whole life ooverr...
Will I
Walk the same, walk the same
Around here
Can I forget, can I forget
That what lives within mee...
Will I
Breathe the same,
breathe the same air
and I want to live, I want to live
But they say
Never, NEVER
I think this song is about him feeling something that is not real, and he wants it to be...
no dumbass. it's about addiction. he can't live and perceive things without drugs or any form of intoxication. he wants to live without the drugs, but he can't. he's addicted.
ryan eat a dick. this is songmeanings, songs mean different things to different people. so in actuality you are the only dumbass here. how do you know what you percieve the meaning of the song as is the actual meaning? thats right, you don't so shut the fuck up you dumb bitch.
The song is about the difficulty of quitting methamphetamine.
"It's hard to believe I don't feel a thing" (after a few days of meth use, when the body's endorphines are depleted, the user experiences feelings of emotionlessness)
"...bliss that ain't real" (the heightened level of euphoria caused by the increase in endorphine output from meth use)
"I found a mountain of pure endless energy" (many meth users will stay up for days or even weeks at a time)
"Once it was a break that I could keep" (he used to be able to control his drug use [pre-addiction])