Ever Had The Feeling

Ever had the feeling
of maybe blowing your face up on the cieling?
Have you ever stopped to wonder,
what your life might feel like down, down, down down way under?
You ever felt the need,
to slash someone's throat,
and sit there and watch them bleed?
And what keeps you from popping too many pills?
Don't tell me its all your unpaid bills.
Oh but so what if you did?
So what if you did?
So what if you did?
So what if you did?
And I just got through one of those nights
Where I wanted to turn out the forever lights
And maybe snap my neck, and relieve some constipation
Or a razor through my wrist without the slightest hesitation.
Oh give it back to me
Oh please, please give it back to me.
Oh please, please, please give it back to me.
And I swear, I swear, I swear what if you did?
Oh I'd swear it if you did.
I'd swear on it if you did.
And what if you did?
What of you did?
Hey what if you did?
I wouldn't care if you did,
but who thought you would?
(a chuckle)