No matter what I feel for you
Those three words I can't say
I regret the times I used the word OK
I know how much it means when people show they really care
Of the value in honesty I'm quite aware
But still there's much in my that I don't share

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you

The other way around, I'd say
I function the same way
The darker sides of me I underplay
Affraid to get into conflicts
Affraid to tell you NO
Though I know this weekness keeps me low
There's so much inside me that I don't show

Something I can never show
Why I don't know...

Don't have the guts to say what I think
I'm too scared, to say what I think of you
I'm too scared of what I really think of you


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    BArcky said: Yeah, it's definitely about standing up to someone and telling the truth. This song appears to be dealing with Nikola upset with the fact that he doesn't have the guts to say what's on his mind, all because he wants to avoid conflict (second verse).

    It doesn't really matter if its about love or hate. It's about speaking up for your true opinion. I does remind me however of myself, like:

    EtNiEsChIcK23 said: I love this song, because it reminds me of this guy I’m in love with, but i can’t say what I think because i dont’ have the guts. But, whenever I’m feeling down..I listen to this! I think it’s about just what it says it’s about. It’s about a guy or girl who wants to tell the person they like that they like them, but they’re scared. It’s a really good song, that everyone can relate to.

    I got the exact same thing. There's this girl I really like, but I just couldn't tell her, and now my chance is wasted. She has another boyfriend, and I'll never make a chance now, for I'm now a regular friend. So for me the song means, don't ever let that happen again.

    Bladeon August 11, 2002   Link

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