This is the way i get when im unhappy with myself, i feel my mistakes pounding into my lead, lying to my conscience believing i was misled theres things ive learned since timess passed on still i hurt when will regret be gone gone are the days of feeling good within my soul and ill gain self respect by gaining self control, ive got a feeling that i can beat this game then i wont have why do i do the wrong things over and over again when it seems the outcome never makes any sense, ive got a feeling that i can beat this game then i wont have to feel the shame


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    i love this song, easily related to for me right now...

    Gh_osTon October 18, 2002   Link

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