It's a Shame

[Verse 1]
Lately, I've been feelin' lonely
I'm carb-loadin' rigatoni
Eatin' my feelings, I don't need crystal healing
In a way, it's the same, it's the same
[Verse 2]
'Cause I got a shit job, it pays shit money
Save for a shit house if we're really, really lucky
Yeah, I'll get complacent
'Cause this feels amazing
In a way, it's a shame, it's a shame
[Pre-Chorus]
So I thank all my stars for how far I have come
But I can't help but feel just a little bit numb
[Chorus]
I lost forever, is that the cost?
Yeah, I'm dumb
Don't think I'll ever be in love
[Verse 3]
You keep sayin' that you love me
Wait until you get to know me
I eat my feelings, wash 'em down with a beer
I guess we're not gettin' out of here
[Verse 4]
'Cause I've got a shit heart now, it gives shit lovin'
And maybe I'll consider putting my head in the oven
Yeah, I'll get complacent
'Cause this feels amazing
In a way, it's a shame, it's a shame
[Pre-Chorus]
That Van Gogh has stars for how far I have come
But I can't help but feel just a little bit numb
[Chorus]
I lost forever, is that the cost?
Yeah, I'm dumb
Don't think I'll ever be in love