The man has pseudo-friends who constantly criticize his actions. They moralize him, "teach" him and advise him to make a significant change in his life, because the way he is and what he does is not what they say it should be. They may find his life lame or immoral. They hold themselves up as role models. The man replies that he will make his own choices and decisions and he does not agree to unconditionally make himself under the influence of questionable quality advice. He justifies this by saying that there is always someone for whom he will be important, no matter what he does and no matter what he is. Although it is not said directly, I read it as meaning that he will always be important to himself in every way and he will always have his own support.
"Everyone is different and maybe that's a good thing, but you exceeded that mark 1000 times" - I remember very well how sad the words I once heard (from my peers and it was in negative context) at school made me feel.
Into a field of yellow flowers
Tearing through the light
I hear my breathing growing louder
Feel my arms grow wide
Beginnings alway beg the question:
How will I survive?
I can't remember to eat my breakfast
I forget to try
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I feel a shift inside me
Shaking my bones to the core
I know the world is turning slowly
I don't know what for
I'm learning more
I am learning more
I'm learning more
I am learning more
Tearing through the light
I hear my breathing growing louder
Feel my arms grow wide
Beginnings alway beg the question:
How will I survive?
I can't remember to eat my breakfast
I forget to try
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I'm learning why
I feel a shift inside me
Shaking my bones to the core
I know the world is turning slowly
I don't know what for
I'm learning more
I am learning more
I'm learning more
I am learning more
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