Another Soap Opera

Try to give the benefit of the doubt
But life turns us inside and out
Somewhere have a heart still
Yet naturally born to kill

Could say much more to you
Yet guarded with a certain avenue
Life is strange does not say enough
Complex is a harder word than tough

And I'm just seeking my place
Sometimes down for different ways
Other times I do not feel it
A product of all the bull shit

Can I make incremental change
Even on the smallest scale
If I hardly help the world
Hope I might help myself

And if I don't, oh well

I don't mean that, but I do
Even for Jesus, life was hard to get through