This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
[Verse 1]
You see me grinding on my channel
Uploading videos almost every day
Working hard, not taking breaks
Tryna go big with it, big with it
Goin' to make a legacy
Making my first song
Making my first hit
Making it on the billboard yeah yeah
Number 1 hit
Number 1 hit
Number 1 hit yeah
I'll never give up
Never give up
Never give up yeah
I'm goin' big
I'm goin' big
I'm goin' big yeah
This is my life
This is my hit
I'm going big yeah
[Chorus]
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that’s what I do
That's who I am
You don't know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don't know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah
[Verse 2]
I would like
To join FaZe Clan
I grind on Fortnite
Like FaZe Rug and Cizzorz
Walkin around in Gucci sandals
On a summer day
In the back seat in the i8
Looking fresh yeah
Smelling the air
Feeling the vibe
Stay up on that rise
Never give up
Never come down
Never lose faith yeah
[Chorus 2x]
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that's what I do
That's who I am
You don't know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don’t know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that's what I do
That's who I am
You don’t know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don't know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah yeah
You see me grinding on my channel
Uploading videos almost every day
Working hard, not taking breaks
Tryna go big with it, big with it
Goin' to make a legacy
Making my first song
Making my first hit
Making it on the billboard yeah yeah
Number 1 hit
Number 1 hit
Number 1 hit yeah
I'll never give up
Never give up
Never give up yeah
I'm goin' big
I'm goin' big
I'm goin' big yeah
This is my life
This is my hit
I'm going big yeah
[Chorus]
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that’s what I do
That's who I am
You don't know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don't know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah
[Verse 2]
I would like
To join FaZe Clan
I grind on Fortnite
Like FaZe Rug and Cizzorz
Walkin around in Gucci sandals
On a summer day
In the back seat in the i8
Looking fresh yeah
Smelling the air
Feeling the vibe
Stay up on that rise
Never give up
Never come down
Never lose faith yeah
[Chorus 2x]
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that's what I do
That's who I am
You don't know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don’t know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah
Making the charts
Making the money
Making the videos
Every day
Getting the girl
Stealing her heart
Taking her out
Buying her Gucci and Louis yeah
Cause that's what I do
That's who I am
You don’t know my worth yet
Cause I'm
Goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
Cause I'm
I'm goin' big yeah yeah
I'm goin' big yeah
You don't know who I am
Till I go big yeah yeah yeah
Lyrics submitted by LilRaddie
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