This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
If it's all a magnificent mistake
There goes the universe and its order
I was dreaming wide awake
When something pulled me under the water (Breathe)
I can't surface I... (Breathe)
It's in my fear (Breathe)
And I can't stop it (Breathe)
I can't, I can't breathe (Breathe)
I'm choking (Breathe)
And I don't want to sleep
Everynight I wake up screaming
We're the last tribe as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
My car crash isn't far from here
And everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
There's a terrorist somewhere
With my name on a bullet he's loading
There's a meteor out there
With the world in its sights and it's closing (Breathe)
I can't surface I... (Breathe)
It's in my fear (Breathe)
And I can't stop it (Breathe)
I can't, I can't breathe (Breathe)
I'm choking (Breathe)
And I don't want to sleep
Everynight I wake up screaming
We're the last you and me as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
The end of everything's very near
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everynight I wake up screaming
I'm the last man as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
Dreaming that I'm blind again
And everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed...
There goes the universe and its order
I was dreaming wide awake
When something pulled me under the water (Breathe)
I can't surface I... (Breathe)
It's in my fear (Breathe)
And I can't stop it (Breathe)
I can't, I can't breathe (Breathe)
I'm choking (Breathe)
And I don't want to sleep
Everynight I wake up screaming
We're the last tribe as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
My car crash isn't far from here
And everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
There's a terrorist somewhere
With my name on a bullet he's loading
There's a meteor out there
With the world in its sights and it's closing (Breathe)
I can't surface I... (Breathe)
It's in my fear (Breathe)
And I can't stop it (Breathe)
I can't, I can't breathe (Breathe)
I'm choking (Breathe)
And I don't want to sleep
Everynight I wake up screaming
We're the last you and me as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
The end of everything's very near
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everynight I wake up screaming
I'm the last man as the world stops turning
Everynight I wake up screaming
Dreaming that I'm blind again
And everything looks better with my eyes closed
Everything looks better with my eyes closed...
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
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