This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
only like fucking rough
U kno ghosts fucking me
What u up against baby
no competition when u winning
tho u zero_ing
when im 1 and zero u wanna roll , na
u fucking up
keep it up
when u do i ball harder
nvr look back on u
baby soon u'll wanna fuck
N all i’ll do is look past u
kno that if i had a dick i wuldnt be called a slut
U no what
fuck that
OK
u n me is a fantasy unreleased nothin but a dream already miss ya
show me u mean it
show me u need it
show me ur secrets
truly the way u knew me back then
Already miss ya
they only get loud when i start to make a noise ya
luck out livin lovely
u want something 4 nothing
luck out livin lovely u want something 4 nothing
vodka n champagne missed u again
that look i lov it on u
satan and doom
destiny in front of me
new lov lovin on me
cops still followin me
nothin new on me
We die 4 this
kids making sense
now can’t find me in the hills
go on
find somewhere warm n quiet
ruby when u’re hiding
Find somewhere warm n quiet
or if its cold n quiet
i’ma find it
i’ma find it
lil vampire
w the cute fire
she a sapphire
u’ll nvr hav her
lil vampire w the cute fire
she a sapphire
U’re the only 1 who feels my pain w me
i’m gonna join u
evn if its only in my dreams
beyond my wildest
screams
u make me scream
only 1 w me
i pop my bones u call me home
i think i got u
i think i got u out of me
dripped it fucked it out of me
bich try @ this
go on try @ this
like 2 see u try
like it when i kno u cry
Smile 4 me b4 u die
smile 4 u when its see thru
I see thru u bich i is u
does it matter what i wish
u dipped
angel w a broken wing
satan and her doom
show me 2 ur room show me 2 ur room
havv u made it dude r u living blue?
if what staying tru means 2 u is staying broke
i’d rather feed my Mama dude
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright im shining so bright
i’m shining so bright take my light
take my light
im shining so bright
i’m shining so bright i’m shining so bright i love u
take my light
Take my light take my light
Sad face moon u a lily in bloom
show me 2 ur room show me 2 ur room
hav u made it dude
r u living blue?
if what staying true means to u is staying broke i’d rather feed my Mama dude
I’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright i’m shining so bright
take my light
take my light
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright
i love u take my light
I’m shining so bright
i love u take my light
song baby $atan
lyrics 1nce
beat prod Chupi
U kno ghosts fucking me
What u up against baby
no competition when u winning
tho u zero_ing
when im 1 and zero u wanna roll , na
u fucking up
keep it up
when u do i ball harder
nvr look back on u
baby soon u'll wanna fuck
N all i’ll do is look past u
kno that if i had a dick i wuldnt be called a slut
U no what
fuck that
OK
u n me is a fantasy unreleased nothin but a dream already miss ya
show me u mean it
show me u need it
show me ur secrets
truly the way u knew me back then
Already miss ya
they only get loud when i start to make a noise ya
luck out livin lovely
u want something 4 nothing
luck out livin lovely u want something 4 nothing
vodka n champagne missed u again
that look i lov it on u
satan and doom
destiny in front of me
new lov lovin on me
cops still followin me
nothin new on me
We die 4 this
kids making sense
now can’t find me in the hills
go on
find somewhere warm n quiet
ruby when u’re hiding
Find somewhere warm n quiet
or if its cold n quiet
i’ma find it
i’ma find it
lil vampire
w the cute fire
she a sapphire
u’ll nvr hav her
lil vampire w the cute fire
she a sapphire
U’re the only 1 who feels my pain w me
i’m gonna join u
evn if its only in my dreams
beyond my wildest
screams
u make me scream
only 1 w me
i pop my bones u call me home
i think i got u
i think i got u out of me
dripped it fucked it out of me
bich try @ this
go on try @ this
like 2 see u try
like it when i kno u cry
Smile 4 me b4 u die
smile 4 u when its see thru
I see thru u bich i is u
does it matter what i wish
u dipped
angel w a broken wing
satan and her doom
show me 2 ur room show me 2 ur room
havv u made it dude r u living blue?
if what staying tru means 2 u is staying broke
i’d rather feed my Mama dude
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright im shining so bright
i’m shining so bright take my light
take my light
im shining so bright
i’m shining so bright i’m shining so bright i love u
take my light
Take my light take my light
Sad face moon u a lily in bloom
show me 2 ur room show me 2 ur room
hav u made it dude
r u living blue?
if what staying true means to u is staying broke i’d rather feed my Mama dude
I’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright i’m shining so bright
take my light
take my light
i’m shining so bright
i’m shining so bright
i love u take my light
I’m shining so bright
i love u take my light
song baby $atan
lyrics 1nce
beat prod Chupi
Lyrics submitted by tmangel
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