I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
If I could feel some kind of feeling
Send a message to my soul
Tell my mind to lose control
If I could live a life with some meaning
One that love could not deny
From a shattered soul like me
Sometimes I'll try
And sometimes I'll fall
And sometimes I'll let it flow
Let it flow
If I had a thought so hauntingly beautiful
To send a message through the sky
To fight your hate and lies
If I could grow one seed of belief in me
Something to permeate my mind
Like a virus through my system
Then I'll find
That sometimes I'd lose
And sometimes I'd let it flow
Let it flow
If I could grow one seed of belief in me
Something to permeate my mind
Like a virus through my system
Then I'll find
That sometimes I'd lose
And sometimes I'd let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Send a message to my soul
Tell my mind to lose control
If I could live a life with some meaning
One that love could not deny
From a shattered soul like me
Sometimes I'll try
And sometimes I'll fall
And sometimes I'll let it flow
Let it flow
If I had a thought so hauntingly beautiful
To send a message through the sky
To fight your hate and lies
If I could grow one seed of belief in me
Something to permeate my mind
Like a virus through my system
Then I'll find
That sometimes I'd lose
And sometimes I'd let it flow
Let it flow
If I could grow one seed of belief in me
Something to permeate my mind
Like a virus through my system
Then I'll find
That sometimes I'd lose
And sometimes I'd let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Let it flow
Lyrics submitted by Mellow_Harsher
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