Why do I deserve the science to feel better about you?

At a loss I lost my cool
I denied that I found you

I tried to be a basket case
I did not surprise you

I'm trying to find a signal fire
Let me know when I should move

But you, amplified in the silence
Justified in the way you make me bruise
Magnified in the science
Anatomically proved that you don't need me

Why do I desire the space?
I was mourning after you

I was lost and lost my shape
There was nothing I could do

I don't want to waste away
It was all I gave to you

Take me back and take my place
I will rise right up for you

But you, amplified in the silence
Justified in the way you make me bruise
Magnified in the science
Anatomically proved that you don't need me

All the while you waste away, you're asking
"Did I really need another one to take me down?"
Everybody knows it's something that you had to live with darling
Nobody's gonna tear you down now
There is nothing you keep, there is only your reflection

There was nothing but quiet retractions
And families pleading, "Don't look in that cabinet, there's far more bad than there's good, I don't know how it got there"

That was something your father had burned in me
Twenty hours out of Homestake eternity
"You can go anywhere but you are where you came from"

Little girl you are cursed by my ancestry
There is nothing but darkness and agony
I can not only see, but you stopped me from blinking

Let me watch you as close as a memory
Let me hold you above all the misery
Let me open my eyes and be glad that I got here


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    General CommentFirst of all Andy Hull did not write these lyrics. I wrote them some while back in the comments section of youtube on one their other videos. The meaning of anatomically proving a point is referring to murder or suicide. The actual events that lead to this poem took place over 30 years ago. Someone I knew then and hope to find again understands exactly what I am writing about. She was a thirteen year old little girl pregnant by her father. She witnessed the murder of her mother by her father and two men. The girl fled into the desert from her mother`s killers. She managed get away and hide. Her father hired men to search for her. Never called the police. I found her and helped her escape. With a gun pointed at my head later I denied I found her. Her father was drug lord with millions of dollars and quite a few assholes working for him. The song has absolutely nothing to do with Andy or Manchester Orchestra. They are liars.
    mike108175on April 18, 2021   Link

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