This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
IMMORTAL STICC TOOTY BY KAZELOON
She love my TNT Dynamite Sticc-she say it makes her feel Immortal with every licc-we shine like a Supernova-way after it's all over-The Hand of God is what Wifey uses to spark my Immortal Sticc-I grew up with CONS that are grumpy like the Crab Of Nebula on me-Hoodstars-that launch shooting stars-like when Wifey make me bust a fat hot clip-by Maestroing my Immortal Sticc-to the last drip-of drips-she do it to clean and Lean no Drips-inherit the spirits gift-lyrics smyrics-they tripping off of stupid shit-it's a consumption of music what you digest and then spit-intake everyday scenerios basically Biology-then bring it bacc to the table of LIFE honestly-I spread what I've learned honorably-Life is 2 short so you might come up short in Life-but I-try to strive-to come up in the long run with the prize-I'm from the College but never enrolled instead I blaze trails like Rasheed Wallace-you drop the game winning ball there's your career like the Steelers Wallace-my hands to good Holmes that's why I do it on Brooklyn like C.Wallace-from 3rd to Wilshire no coming up short like Bone Thugs Wally-taking no shorts or no losses it's always the 1st of the month I call it Blacc Harley-Bluedevil Duke like Pac got my bacc-we roll you up in da sac-and smoke that-then blow out Baby King Cobras-and tame him with the Ballad of a Dead Souljah-the citch nigga that said the game is to be sold told bruh-flashy ballers don't wear they clothes twice-hood niggaz wear they clothes they tats for life-ain't no taking them off they raw hide-ain't no flaws in dat pride-we do it big with a Taurus-carlot clips full of Thunderbirds and Ford Taurus-I keep it moving while flashing with the Tourists-busloads of that green tortoise-my Gangsta Citch spy on me like a Peaking Ducc-she love when we peaking den she ducc-I scrape her blacc hole-like a rezinated blacc bowl-then use the blacc dragon blast & blow-she still catching the surf and turf-she loves my little shrimps she eat em like a bosshog until da urn-give me that Poorboy with the extra pigs feet citch-way to Derty Ferty I kicc-bitch pass that Poorboy like Ima Asian Barry Sander's trying to rebuild the city-all my ghetto poor niggaz wit me-when I go out it's like Detroit streets-hoes like dogs looking lost wandering in heat-telling me to please put on they leash-and walk the doggy-more like walk the froggy-on some horny toad shit-she hopping for me her number 1 nig-we on some summer fun shit-make them nights real long run it run it-one hunnit or nuttin bitch-we in the Tiny House looking like twin Nips-smoking on da Tokyo Bowls on a Sumo tip-FYI "For Your Information"-we doing it in the "Blazin Station"-like we instatutionalized cellies in prison patiently waiting-them haters be hatin-it's ok there show canceled before the pilot we take off on em wit flight simulation-we pimp da sky with cloud 9 Pimpalation-I'm so 1 duece live pimpin who oppose they die simpalation-Kettle Cooked chippers-we hard cash flippers-we drown haters we salt and vinegar dippers-my gangsta citch a man eater a Preying Mantis she loves to eat the male-she goes to church to repent for her nasty tail-she a Blacc Widow Witch-wit a cold ass switch-thanks to my cold woody her broomsticc-to the death she loves my red rum licorice-it's my head, nuts, she loves to licc whorish-she flying high off it-she dirty she hates water like the Wizard of Oz Wicced Witch-like acid blacc pyramids she be melting in a cesspool of mean green-looking like her naked face she a Medusa Snake kinda Jake-but I still thug love her all the same-she's my joy and pain-my yellow sunshine after the rain-my Smile Now save the crying for another rainy day-cuhzz real Geez don't cry except when they make it to Heaven-or when they go to Hell because the eternal pain is 24-7-I got this Asian Town-on loccdown-Manzanar Lock Up Raw extended stay-is it cuz we got the Rainbow Chamilion blended Jane-the rarest one hitter quitter Deadend Strain-I amended the gang-made it better for our peeps I been defending the pave-big D like P.T-good for you hood for me-haters wanna see you stucc like the big bitch big 6 in a losing hand-they don't want to let you see daylight or be born again-I wiped her down with IT-now she the shit-haters caught the vapors of my Tooty we must admit-they got a real good wiff-dat hood piff-of my hot shit-now they got the mad cow disease-it's little Jacc in da Cracc secret sauce recipe-nothing but eyes filled with green envy and mean jealously-that's why my girl look Medusa green-she forever call me her One Ducer King-she be seducing me-and my Tooty Lean-but she thug loves it in her booty crease-my newly seeds-it makes her blacc cat Felix putty sing-she my KazeLooney Queen-me & her live on top of Strawberry Hills on the Boonie's scene-I launch her like my lugies stream-on the fast tracc-she the Mak flash-how I make her bust is truly a dream-the way I make her squirt we fill up the Jacuzzi wit da sea-no salt just pepper no Sgt. Lonely Heart Club beat-she loves my Immortal Sticc Tooty-my Magic Mushroom in her bedroom see-I'm her King of Hearts she is my Queen-
She love my TNT Dynamite Sticc-she say it makes her feel Immortal with every licc-we shine like a Supernova-way after it's all over-The Hand of God is what Wifey uses to spark my Immortal Sticc-I grew up with CONS that are grumpy like the Crab Of Nebula on me-Hoodstars-that launch shooting stars-like when Wifey make me bust a fat hot clip-by Maestroing my Immortal Sticc-to the last drip-of drips-she do it to clean and Lean no Drips-inherit the spirits gift-lyrics smyrics-they tripping off of stupid shit-it's a consumption of music what you digest and then spit-intake everyday scenerios basically Biology-then bring it bacc to the table of LIFE honestly-I spread what I've learned honorably-Life is 2 short so you might come up short in Life-but I-try to strive-to come up in the long run with the prize-I'm from the College but never enrolled instead I blaze trails like Rasheed Wallace-you drop the game winning ball there's your career like the Steelers Wallace-my hands to good Holmes that's why I do it on Brooklyn like C.Wallace-from 3rd to Wilshire no coming up short like Bone Thugs Wally-taking no shorts or no losses it's always the 1st of the month I call it Blacc Harley-Bluedevil Duke like Pac got my bacc-we roll you up in da sac-and smoke that-then blow out Baby King Cobras-and tame him with the Ballad of a Dead Souljah-the citch nigga that said the game is to be sold told bruh-flashy ballers don't wear they clothes twice-hood niggaz wear they clothes they tats for life-ain't no taking them off they raw hide-ain't no flaws in dat pride-we do it big with a Taurus-carlot clips full of Thunderbirds and Ford Taurus-I keep it moving while flashing with the Tourists-busloads of that green tortoise-my Gangsta Citch spy on me like a Peaking Ducc-she love when we peaking den she ducc-I scrape her blacc hole-like a rezinated blacc bowl-then use the blacc dragon blast & blow-she still catching the surf and turf-she loves my little shrimps she eat em like a bosshog until da urn-give me that Poorboy with the extra pigs feet citch-way to Derty Ferty I kicc-bitch pass that Poorboy like Ima Asian Barry Sander's trying to rebuild the city-all my ghetto poor niggaz wit me-when I go out it's like Detroit streets-hoes like dogs looking lost wandering in heat-telling me to please put on they leash-and walk the doggy-more like walk the froggy-on some horny toad shit-she hopping for me her number 1 nig-we on some summer fun shit-make them nights real long run it run it-one hunnit or nuttin bitch-we in the Tiny House looking like twin Nips-smoking on da Tokyo Bowls on a Sumo tip-FYI "For Your Information"-we doing it in the "Blazin Station"-like we instatutionalized cellies in prison patiently waiting-them haters be hatin-it's ok there show canceled before the pilot we take off on em wit flight simulation-we pimp da sky with cloud 9 Pimpalation-I'm so 1 duece live pimpin who oppose they die simpalation-Kettle Cooked chippers-we hard cash flippers-we drown haters we salt and vinegar dippers-my gangsta citch a man eater a Preying Mantis she loves to eat the male-she goes to church to repent for her nasty tail-she a Blacc Widow Witch-wit a cold ass switch-thanks to my cold woody her broomsticc-to the death she loves my red rum licorice-it's my head, nuts, she loves to licc whorish-she flying high off it-she dirty she hates water like the Wizard of Oz Wicced Witch-like acid blacc pyramids she be melting in a cesspool of mean green-looking like her naked face she a Medusa Snake kinda Jake-but I still thug love her all the same-she's my joy and pain-my yellow sunshine after the rain-my Smile Now save the crying for another rainy day-cuhzz real Geez don't cry except when they make it to Heaven-or when they go to Hell because the eternal pain is 24-7-I got this Asian Town-on loccdown-Manzanar Lock Up Raw extended stay-is it cuz we got the Rainbow Chamilion blended Jane-the rarest one hitter quitter Deadend Strain-I amended the gang-made it better for our peeps I been defending the pave-big D like P.T-good for you hood for me-haters wanna see you stucc like the big bitch big 6 in a losing hand-they don't want to let you see daylight or be born again-I wiped her down with IT-now she the shit-haters caught the vapors of my Tooty we must admit-they got a real good wiff-dat hood piff-of my hot shit-now they got the mad cow disease-it's little Jacc in da Cracc secret sauce recipe-nothing but eyes filled with green envy and mean jealously-that's why my girl look Medusa green-she forever call me her One Ducer King-she be seducing me-and my Tooty Lean-but she thug loves it in her booty crease-my newly seeds-it makes her blacc cat Felix putty sing-she my KazeLooney Queen-me & her live on top of Strawberry Hills on the Boonie's scene-I launch her like my lugies stream-on the fast tracc-she the Mak flash-how I make her bust is truly a dream-the way I make her squirt we fill up the Jacuzzi wit da sea-no salt just pepper no Sgt. Lonely Heart Club beat-she loves my Immortal Sticc Tooty-my Magic Mushroom in her bedroom see-I'm her King of Hearts she is my Queen-
Lyrics submitted by KRC-Roseland Ent-The Pac-Planet9
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