Heirlooms

A childhood soon turns to disappearance and we all start to drift
And a couple years later I'm still looking for any kind of fix
Throwing stones from the rooftop and trying to ride off into the sunset
When 30 minutes ago it was impossible for me to even forget
I have family heirlooms hidden in my mind
Some are all there but some are quite hard to find
I have roads to my heart like an old country road
Some are meant to be taken but others better left unknown
If I say I do then will that be the answer to what once was so sweet
Or will it take me in a direction just like before and knock me off my feet
Closing my eyes is only a temporary solution
Cause through my dreams I'm searching for the happiness resolution
I have family heirlooms hidden in my mind
Some are all there but some are quite hard to find
I have roads to my heart like an old country road
Some are meant to be taken but others better left unknown
I'm unsure if there is a place called home
Cause it's all gray
Each day I count is not me
Just a pair of wandering eyes
I'm better off being alone
I'm better off keeping what mine my own
I have family heirlooms hidden in my mind [x3]
Some are all there but some quite hard to find
I have family heirlooms hidden in my mind [x3]
Some are all there but some quite hard to find