This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
It takes me writing a song
To know that I took it all in
It could be the best day of my life
Wouldn't be done till I sing
Oh and it's not that I like to boast
Not that I've got the most
Memorable of things to say
I don't want to forget the way
I feel in this moment
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
It takes lifetimes for some
To know what they're really here for
Consider me a lucky one
Known since the day I was born
Oh and it's not like I would run around
And speak with my voice up loud
I am happiest when I'm
Surrounded by the best of my friends
And that's as simple as it gets
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
Here I am soaring
Here I am flying
My love unconditional
Happiness undying
Ooh ohh, ooh ohh
Ooh ohh, ooh ohh
Nothing you could do
Nothing you could say
I am here at one
My light will never fade
And all that time I needed this change
It takes lifetimes for some
To know what they're really here for
Consider me a lucky one
Known since the day I was born
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
Here I am soaring
Here I am flying
My love unconditional
Happiness undying
To know that I took it all in
It could be the best day of my life
Wouldn't be done till I sing
Oh and it's not that I like to boast
Not that I've got the most
Memorable of things to say
I don't want to forget the way
I feel in this moment
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
It takes lifetimes for some
To know what they're really here for
Consider me a lucky one
Known since the day I was born
Oh and it's not like I would run around
And speak with my voice up loud
I am happiest when I'm
Surrounded by the best of my friends
And that's as simple as it gets
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
Here I am soaring
Here I am flying
My love unconditional
Happiness undying
Ooh ohh, ooh ohh
Ooh ohh, ooh ohh
Nothing you could do
Nothing you could say
I am here at one
My light will never fade
And all that time I needed this change
It takes lifetimes for some
To know what they're really here for
Consider me a lucky one
Known since the day I was born
'Cause here I am fearless
Here I am weightless
Here I am unbreakable
Here I am the greatest
Here I am soaring
Here I am flying
My love unconditional
Happiness undying
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