Becoming a Machine

I'm sitting in the backroom every day,
but why should I fear,
they won't get to me.
But out there it's different
I just wanna escape,
close my eyes and runaway.
I think I'm happy down here,
please just don't take it away from me,
cause out there it's like being thrown in the water,
and I still haven't learnt to swim.
Just wanna escape the reality,
cause I just can't live in this mess
and please just don't talk to me
I'm doing just right with this machine and myself.
I think I'm happy down here,
please just don't take it away from me,
cause out there it's like being thrown in the water,
and I still haven't learnt to swim.