Boy Who Was Torn Apart

I open up the photograph book,
See the pictures, all that have faded
I see the smiles and the laughter
And those ones not so hated
Empty bottles of booze,
Empty bottles of pills
Well I guess that this is it
I'm standing tall on the high high building
Looking down, where I'm just about to hit
I think back throughout my life
And all the people that I've hated
Well I guess, I guess this life is
It's just too over-rated
So now I stand!
I can't believe I'm standing here
On top this old tall roof top
I never thought that it would come to this
But I have to show the ones I once loved
That I'll jump and that I'll fall
That I'll hit the ground so hard
And then they'll see, they'll see it all
The boy who was literally torn apart
Another puzzle, another dream
Smashed down, down the empty alley way
In a way, all the joy left in me
Leave my body out here to decay
I think back, I think back
When we said everything, everything will be alright
Well I'm left here, I'm left here better off dead
And I guess that my vision is out of tint
So once again I'm that way
I can't believe I'm standing here
On top this old tall roof top
I never thought that it would come to this
But I have to show the ones I once loved
That I'll jump and that I'll fall
That I'll hit the ground so hard
And then they'll see, they'll see it all
The boy who was literally torn apart
The boy who was literally torn apart
And then I'll jump and then I'll fall
And then I'll hit the ground so hard
And then they'll see, they'll see it all
When my heart was literally torn apart