This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I'm in that new school G5 wagon
Color Komodo dragon
My bitch looks like she Jasmine
My nigga looks like Aladdin
NKOTB, bitch - all these bitches is has beens
I CPR'd the game and now all these bitches is gasping
I be on that other, nigga don't get me aggy
I'm Mrs. Fatality, endings do not be happy
These loser ass bitches know I never gotta stunt,
Talk behind my back cause they never in the front
Bitch, bow down, better give me what I want,
Feed me berries out in Paris while I'm counting my croissant
These bitches is awful and me I spit that gospel
That lyrical biblical holy ghost, Pentecostal
And bitch, don't run up on me
I give the fade to who want me
And you don't want that shade,
You better off where it's sunny
And I don't need no friends,
Bitch, I'm better off with my money
Just alert the fucking masses
And let 'em know that it's coming
Like
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
I'm in that new school G5 wagon
Color Komodo dragon
Riding beside a baddie that only cares about fashion
I'm in that new school R8 Spyder
I'm not known as messiah
Riding beside a baddie that only wants to get higher
I'm in that brand new Murcielago
On my way out to Cabo
Riding beside a baddie
That's never once left Toronto
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
Yo, I like to brag alone
Fuck dudes in rag and bone
Obsess over chicks who look like Mary Kate and Ashley clones
Helmut Lang and Philip Lim
Trashy bitch, in classy clothes
Pop that shit, then pop them pills
'Til I feel like a fancy drone
Never catch me at the club
I get high and dance alone
Bitch, I'm on that boss shit
On that upper echelon
Y'all niggas know what kind of x I'm on
Y'all bitches scared get your sweat shop on
And I'm running everything
With a mother fucking sprain
Watching the rest of y'all
Get your rest stops on
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Color Komodo dragon
My bitch looks like she Jasmine
My nigga looks like Aladdin
NKOTB, bitch - all these bitches is has beens
I CPR'd the game and now all these bitches is gasping
I be on that other, nigga don't get me aggy
I'm Mrs. Fatality, endings do not be happy
These loser ass bitches know I never gotta stunt,
Talk behind my back cause they never in the front
Bitch, bow down, better give me what I want,
Feed me berries out in Paris while I'm counting my croissant
These bitches is awful and me I spit that gospel
That lyrical biblical holy ghost, Pentecostal
And bitch, don't run up on me
I give the fade to who want me
And you don't want that shade,
You better off where it's sunny
And I don't need no friends,
Bitch, I'm better off with my money
Just alert the fucking masses
And let 'em know that it's coming
Like
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
I'm in that new school G5 wagon
Color Komodo dragon
Riding beside a baddie that only cares about fashion
I'm in that new school R8 Spyder
I'm not known as messiah
Riding beside a baddie that only wants to get higher
I'm in that brand new Murcielago
On my way out to Cabo
Riding beside a baddie
That's never once left Toronto
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
Yo, I like to brag alone
Fuck dudes in rag and bone
Obsess over chicks who look like Mary Kate and Ashley clones
Helmut Lang and Philip Lim
Trashy bitch, in classy clothes
Pop that shit, then pop them pills
'Til I feel like a fancy drone
Never catch me at the club
I get high and dance alone
Bitch, I'm on that boss shit
On that upper echelon
Y'all niggas know what kind of x I'm on
Y'all bitches scared get your sweat shop on
And I'm running everything
With a mother fucking sprain
Watching the rest of y'all
Get your rest stops on
I was wearing it first
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Bitch you know my money long
Everybody sing this song
I'm not even concerned
I'm on that fuck what you say, it's my way
Fashion week, I'm out here slaying
Dressed in like all the latest
Killing these motherfuckers
And shitting on all these haters
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
Everybody sing this song
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