I'm running just like the wind
A moving current, feel it pushing faster
It's pushing faster
I'm hiding you like a sin
A lonely liar, see you taking after
You’re taking after me

I’ve come so far
Against these odds
Been on my back
For way too long
But now I realize
It's not one problem
There's countless ways
I won't try to solve them

I'm caving in like a mine
I'm under pressure, feel it taking over
It's taking over
I'm living life like a lie
I'm losing judgement, shoulders growing colder
I'm growing colder

And I’ve broken down
So many walls
I never thought
I'd have to climb them now
It used to be so fun
I used to dream in light
But now I work in dark
I feel so worn and trite

I'm telling all my friends I love the highs and lows
But the truth is that I'd rather stay home alone
I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me
And make it harder to quit
Make it impossible

You won't believe
What I'm capable of
Buried bodies
This labor of my love

I silenced everyone
I silenced everyone
I’ve silenced all my critics
Silenced them all except myself
I silenced everyone
Silence them all except myself
I silenced everyone
Silenced them all except myself
I silenced everyone
Silence them all by myself
Myself

Because I've come this far
I won't back down
I’ve struck a chord, inside myself and found
That there's no one else
Who can solve my problems
I can't admit to you that I regret them

And when I'm heading home, I wonder where to go
‘Cause I'm honestly afraid I might die alone
I'm making sure there's a path to make it harder for me

You won't believe what I'm capable of



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    "I'm telling all my friends I love the highs and lows"... Shane's girlfriend's favourite band is Taking Back Sunday; their most popular album is called Tell All Your Friends, so it might be a slight reference to it. It's hard to think that Shane didn't ever think about that.

    ale5875on August 22, 2013   Link

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