This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
why you always kickin' up the sand, always kickin' up the sand
god man you're angry and it makes my eyes hurt
why you always kickin' up the sand, kickin' up the sand
you block your sister so the sunbeams miss her
why you always raggin' on the man, always raggin' on the man
it just makes you lookin' like a sad-sack actor
why you always raggin' on the man, raggin' on some system
you think you killed him but you're so so backwards
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, fixing in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz i wanna be a bottomfeeder
why you always hatin' on the cabs, always hatin' on the cabs
just means the cabs are comin' that less faster
why you always hatin' on the cabs, you shake your fist at god
you ain't even noticing that they're all passin'
why you gotta bitch about the band, bitch about the band
you know he loved 'em and they kept him laughin'
why you gotta bitch about the band, you ain't even listening
and man, they're not askin'
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, shooting in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz i wanna be a bottomfeeder
wanna be a bottomfeeder
why you always dyin' in the bath, always dyin' in the bath
just makes me nervous that the lizard king kissed you
why you always dyin' in the bath, dyin' in the bath
it's awful quiet and it makes me miss you
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, dying in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz the cabs ain't comin'
yeah the sun's not shinin'
yeah the bath keeps runnin'
yeah it keeps on rainin'
but the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
god man you're angry and it makes my eyes hurt
why you always kickin' up the sand, kickin' up the sand
you block your sister so the sunbeams miss her
why you always raggin' on the man, always raggin' on the man
it just makes you lookin' like a sad-sack actor
why you always raggin' on the man, raggin' on some system
you think you killed him but you're so so backwards
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, fixing in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz i wanna be a bottomfeeder
why you always hatin' on the cabs, always hatin' on the cabs
just means the cabs are comin' that less faster
why you always hatin' on the cabs, you shake your fist at god
you ain't even noticing that they're all passin'
why you gotta bitch about the band, bitch about the band
you know he loved 'em and they kept him laughin'
why you gotta bitch about the band, you ain't even listening
and man, they're not askin'
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, shooting in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz i wanna be a bottomfeeder
wanna be a bottomfeeder
why you always dyin' in the bath, always dyin' in the bath
just makes me nervous that the lizard king kissed you
why you always dyin' in the bath, dyin' in the bath
it's awful quiet and it makes me miss you
why you gotta be like that?
you're never gonna bring him back
big fish, little fish, dying in the dark
if i had one wish, just a wish
throw me in the water
cuz the cabs ain't comin'
yeah the sun's not shinin'
yeah the bath keeps runnin'
yeah it keeps on rainin'
but the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
yeah the band keeps playin'
Lyrics submitted by imp
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It's about Jim Morrison.
I know this is a short and obvious interpretation, but I couldn't stand seeing no interpretations for this song.
@MaxNanasy Jim Morrison is the Lizard King, so he wouldn;t have kissed himself. That line talks about how similar their death was to Jim Morrison\'s not that it was Jim Morrison.
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can't be about Jim Morrison, cuz he Is the Lizzard King. i think it's about maybe a friend, or celeb that was a bad actor that somehow killed someone and was in a band that didn't do well. ending up dying in a bath, (kissed by the Lizzard King) just how Morrison died.
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