I believe this is another amazingly on point and nuanced commentary on the insanity that follows emotionally abusive relationships. The abuser has no anxieties, no emotional pain, or salience/memory for that matter, so the survivor appears to be the crazy one, obsessed with the abuse and that buzzword that seems to ignite arguments about diagnosing people without a degree, etc. funny how you say the words domestic violence, abuse, abuse survivor and boom the subject changes. Anyways, I especially relate to her midnights becoming afternoons, complex PTSD often leads to this phenomenon, whether due to purposeful sleep deprivation by the abuser, or just hyper vigilance associated with the PTSD, along with the fear of facing people, especially your loved ones, who
Never actually understand, even if they try, because all they see is you, on fire, screaming about the arsonist that no one ever sees, and who has been spreading lies about your alleged mental instability, deceptive personality, etc. the whole time. While the last thing survivors need is more blame, our society supports a narrative that blames the objectively innocent party because the blatantly guilty party has spent their entire lives fabricating a persona and we’re just being human, and human psychology is quite counterintuitive especially in the context of trauma. Look at Amber Heard. Vilified and not believed, regardless of what any abuse survivor could recognize as a fellow survivor instantly. But Johnny depp is a malignant narcissist, a man, and wealthy as all get out. It’s sick.
Waiting by the phone, waiting all alone
Where did you go this year?
Christmas time has passed
I waited for you at Macy's
I sat with Santa Claus
I asked him for presents
He said I was old and lost
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
We wander grocery aisles looking for the Butterball
I come home to my mama, I got no girl at all
So I sit with my father, waiting by the phone
Waiting with my father, crying all alone
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
I'm waiting with my brother in the bar that we went to in high school
We're just like kids
I'm waiting with my brother in the bars
Waiting by the phone, waiting all alone
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
Where did you go this year?
Christmas time has passed
I waited for you at Macy's
I sat with Santa Claus
I asked him for presents
He said I was old and lost
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
We wander grocery aisles looking for the Butterball
I come home to my mama, I got no girl at all
So I sit with my father, waiting by the phone
Waiting with my father, crying all alone
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
It's gonna be a lonely summer
I'm waiting with my brother in the bar that we went to in high school
We're just like kids
I'm waiting with my brother in the bars
Waiting by the phone, waiting all alone
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
And the leaves are falling
Lyrics submitted by uublog
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