Today
You were far away
And I
Didn't ask you why
What could I say?
I was far away
You just walked away
And I just watched you
What could I say?
How close am I
To losing you?
Tonight
You just close your eyes
And I just watch you
Slip away
How close am I
To losing you?
Hey, are you awake?
Yeah, I'm right here
Well, can I ask you
About today?
How close am I
To losing you?
How close am I
To losing?
You were far away
And I
Didn't ask you why
What could I say?
I was far away
You just walked away
And I just watched you
What could I say?
How close am I
To losing you?
Tonight
You just close your eyes
And I just watch you
Slip away
How close am I
To losing you?
Hey, are you awake?
Yeah, I'm right here
Well, can I ask you
About today?
How close am I
To losing you?
How close am I
To losing?
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About Today Lyrics as written by Aaron Brooking Dessner Matthew Donald Berninger
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And perfectly in a terrible sense of loss understanding.
Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say
How close am I to losing you
Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away
How close am I to losing you
Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today
How close am I to losing you
How close am I to losing
For me this means:someone you love just walks away, without explanation, without reason, one minute they are there, next they are gone.
Today you were far away
and I didn't ask you why
What could I say
I was far away
You just walked away
and I just watched you
What could I say
The distance is building between them and he notices it, but what can he say? He knows it's over, he feels it too. Saying something would just bring about the inevitable end.
Tonight you just close your eyes
and I just watch you
slip away
They go to bed and don't even bother pretending - no "goodnight", no kiss. She just closes her eyes and he watches her slip away from him.
Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today
Unlike other posters, I don't think he's just asking her about her day. This is much more poignant than that. He's finally summoned the courage to ask her "about today". About why she was so distant from him, why she didn't even say goodnight. It has become too much. He knows the answer, and that's why it is so difficult to ask.
, but you can be simple and polite; asking "About today"
and I didn't ask you why, What could I say, I was far away" what I interpret as not being able to understand his/her world, not knowing his/her problems, though the willingness to cooperate and even the guilt of not knowing how to handle the situation. As someone who can't seem to be motived to get out of bed "hey are you awake?". Whereas these are question as you don't want to seem too harsh on such a person.
A distance between the teller and the person who he used to be is evolving, which he tends to notice 'today' (e.g. 'Today you were far away' or 'you just walked away').
He is obviously left speechless by the changing environment and by himself becoming someone else (e.g. the repeating of 'What could I say?').
'How close am I to losing you' is him being afraid of changing. He wants the old him back and is afraid of losing the old him.
'Tonight you just close your eyes' is really soothing, closing his eyes like he used to and therefore doing things he used to do, trying to relax and make everything good again.
'and I just watch you slip away'. This is where the angst arrives, as he is scared that when he wakes up, he will be changed.
'Hey, are you awake
Yeah I'm right here
Well can I ask you about today'
He either can't sleep or scares himself awake, trying to soothe his thoughts by asking himself (his old self, his conscience) either why it is fleeing from him or how he should react to every incentive received that day.
I'm not saying this is what the song is about, it is just another way of interpreting it. To me this interpretation is very recognizable.
Now I know. Its about losing my mother. I lost her to cancer less than a month ago, and this song now make so much sense, its so clear.
She was far away because she didn't know exactly what was hapenning to her, she didn't know that this is the end. I was there, but I couldn't do anything, so I was far away.
On her last two days, she was unconscious. She closed her eyes, and she opened them only when I tried really hard to wake her up. The last contact she had with me was her kiss. She was slipping away, and I was getting closer to losing you.
and I was closer to losing