Torture

Dead.
I'm singing here
To get rid of fear.
Hope it disappears
Right here with the rain.
But I know life is pain,
Not like a fairy tale.
Meaningless to pray,
Just goin' on my way.
There's no end to this pain
And I can't stand this anger and frustration.
Bleeding from my eyes
'Cause of a pack of lies
That binds up my mind,
So that I can't escape.
So that I can't escape.
So that I can't escape.
So that I can't escape.
So that I can't escape.
Hey, God, can you feel
The pain you give to me?
Kill me heavenly
Before I awake.
Why do you torture me,
Just hating me?
Even if it's destiny
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
No one wants to see such an empty fairy tale
With and ending that has neither dreams nor hopes left.
I don't wanna see.
I don't wanna see anymore.
Hey, God, can you feel
The pain you give to me?
Kill me heavenly
Before I awake.
Why do you torture me,
Just hating me?
Even if it's destiny
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
I don't run away.
Dead.