Suicidal Trend

On a cold and colorless day,
I write this farewell letter
I'm prepared to leave this world
and to end my suffering
I'm tired of lies
I don't want to suffer anymore
My life is a living hell
Why should I live?
[CHORUS] I wish I could see the sun once more
Wake up with no pain in my soul
Feel the wind touching me
Find a reason to live
I pick up the bullet that will set me free
I leave my memories in the past
I'm afraid, but I need to go
Don't cry for me anymore
I feel the cold dominating me
The blood boils in my veins
Time passes by in one second
I point the weapon to my own head
[CHORUS]
I hear a voice calling me,
keeping me from going on
A strong light appears
I see a man dressed in white
He says that he knows me
and knows how I feel
He shows me the way out,
a reason to live
I see the sun shining in my life
My sorrow is gone
The Heaven wait for me
Jesus showed me the life
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