Today, I'm on Autopilot

My lights are on but no-one's standing at my controls.
I try to think as floods of meaningless lights enter my eyes.
When we suffer, we fall back down.
When we suffer, we fall back down.
Back to the start, that moment's gone and I don't ever want it back.
Back to the end, that moment's playing over again in my head.
When we suffer, we fall back down.
When we suffer, we fall back down.
I just don't need you anymore. We've lost anything we had before.
Look back, look back you're a memory.
Look down, look down at the enemy.
(Here I am, I’m waiting for an answer.)
When we suffer, we fall back down.