"Fast car" is kind of a continuation of Bruce Springsteen's "Born to Run." It has all the clawing your way to a better life, but in this case the protagonist never makes it with her love; in fact she is dragged back down by him.
There is still an amazing amount of hope and will in the lyrics; and the lyrics themselve rank and easy five. If only music was stronger it would be one of those great radio songs that you hear once a week 20 years after it was released. The imagery is almost tear-jerking ("City lights lay out before us", "Speeds so fast felt like I was drunk"), and the idea of starting from nothing and just driving and working and denigrating yourself for a chance at being just above poverty, then losing in the end is just painful and inspiring at the same time.
Well this is easier now, I found all the pieces I lost in the flood
It wasn't that much
And though it's easier now, I will always remember the night that I almost drowned
All alone in a house
And the love that I lost, with all of the shit that came out in the wash
Just a pocket of fluff
I'm not put upon, I am free of from disease no grays no liver-spots
Most of the misery's gone, gone, gone to the bone
I'm not miserable now, no one knows, no one knows
I'm not miserable
So the hymns that I sung, prayers for the fucked, from a bitter, forked tongue
Sing of history now
Though the corners are lit, the dark can return with the flick of a switch
It hasn't turned on me yet, yet
I'm not miserable now, no one knows, no one knows
I'm not miserable
It wasn't that much
And though it's easier now, I will always remember the night that I almost drowned
All alone in a house
And the love that I lost, with all of the shit that came out in the wash
Just a pocket of fluff
I'm not put upon, I am free of from disease no grays no liver-spots
Most of the misery's gone, gone, gone to the bone
I'm not miserable now, no one knows, no one knows
I'm not miserable
So the hymns that I sung, prayers for the fucked, from a bitter, forked tongue
Sing of history now
Though the corners are lit, the dark can return with the flick of a switch
It hasn't turned on me yet, yet
I'm not miserable now, no one knows, no one knows
I'm not miserable
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Fast Car
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This song seemingly tackles the methods of deception those who manipulate others use to get victims to follow their demands, as well as diverting attention away from important issues. They'll also use it as a means to convince people to hate or kill others by pretending acts of terrorism were committed by the enemy when the acts themselves were done by the masters of control to promote discrimination and hate. It also reinforces the idea that these manipulative forces operate in various locations, infiltrating everyday life without detection, and propagate any and everywhere.
In general, it highlights the danger of hidden agendas, manipulation, and distraction, serving as a critique of those who exploit chaos and confusion to control and gain power, depicting a cautionary tale against falling into their traps. It encourages us to question the narratives presented to us and remain vigilant against manipulation in various parts of society.
Holiday
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@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
Dreamwalker
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I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
Blue
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“Blue” is a song about a love that is persisting in the discomfort of the person experiencing the emotion. Ed Sheeran reflects on love lost, and although he wishes his former partner find happiness, he cannot but admit his feelings are still very much there. He expresses the realization that he might never find another on this stringed instrumental by Aaron Dessner.
This reminds me of "I feel Better". Very similar ideas.
Yeah I see what you're saying. He's saying most of the misery is gone, most. But he acknowledges that the feelings of despair could return, at the drop of a hat ("flick of a switch") but that it hasn't happened yet. Kinda like "i feel better and better and worse and then better"...<br /> <br /> I just love the lyrics: <br /> <br /> So the hymns that I sung<br /> Prayers for the fucked, from a bitter, forked tongue<br /> Sing of history now<br /> <br /> Soo good!
I agree with DeathsRose, I think it's a response to the Midnight Organ Fight (So the hymns that I sung, Prayers for the fucked, from a bitter, forked tongue, Sing of history now). More specifically, I think it's a continuation of Floating in the Forth. There is a lot of water and suicide references and the backing vocals follow a very similar format.
FITF: The first verse talks about someone leaving and being 'shrink wrapped out of air'.
NM: First verse he is better than when he almost drown in his house.
Fairly self-explanatory lyrics, and a great song. I wonder if this is a reference to the generally cynical, sometimes verging on depressing tone of their previous albums? They seem to have a lot more hope on Winter of Mixed Drinks.
couldn't agree more. much more hope in this album although Midnight Organ fight is one the best albums i've ever heard
What I think, is similar to some of the comments, but has a very different spin.
Yes, I believe this is about a failed suicide attempt. Almost drowning all alone in a house nails that angle. However, this song reeks of someone trying to convince himself he is not miserable... when he very clearly IS STILL MISERABLE.
Geez, the background vocals spell it out. "I AM.. IAM.. IAM". I see this as his subconscious telling him the truth. He failed at killing himself, no one knows he tried and is seriously depressed, he fakes being not miserable, no one knows he really is. He wont admit it, but i am... i am.. iam...... miserable.
Touching and powerful song.
Apparently the 'night that (he) almost drowned' refers to a failed suicide attempt by Scott.
"Well this is easier now I've found all the pieces that I lost in the flood And it wasn't that much"
This whole song is obviously about a failed suicide attempt. And it's sad because I know exactly how he felt. To somewhat become the same person you used to be is a long process.
yeah, i think its something about a suicide in the past so i dont think its a sad song cause hes like "I am not miserable now" ... i love it how this song is followed by living in Colour :) love the whole album too :D
This song speaks volumes to me, someone who has suffered from clinical depression and has been through a shitload of drama, pain and heartache, but who has conquered it for now. I love the way the author is so honest about his losses and his weaknesses, and is confident in his happiness and health now. Much art is distilled from pain. This song belongs on my life soundtrack.
Just found this site...just found this band. Been listening to this album nonstop lately. This song is one of my favorites. Love the first verse. "Well this is easier now I've found all the pieces that I lost in the flood And it wasn't that much"
I take it to mean that after being totally destroyed...there isn't much to recover, but he did. He isn't the same full person. I think this song is positive, but from a very weak and fragile position.