This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
It was the first time I ever decided to say
Show you all the damage inside caused by all of the
Games you played inside my mind
Stare at me blankly
Now there’s nowhere for you to hide
Nothing left to hide behind now
Nothing left to hide behind now
Now
Nothing left to hide behind now
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
It was the last time I ever felt that way
Told you how I felt
You chewed me up and spit me out
And threw me away with all those games you played
Stare at me blankly
Now there’s nothing left for you to hide
Why don't you make me now
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
I'll always remember
I'll always remember
I'll always remember
At first I was nothing
I'll always remember
Now that I'm something you'll never forget
I'll always remember
At first I was nothing
I'll always remember
Now that I'm something you'll never forget me
I take everything I said back
Please don't walk away
Fuck it, fuck you
Stay away from me
You fucking bitch
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Show you all the damage inside caused by all of the
Games you played inside my mind
Stare at me blankly
Now there’s nowhere for you to hide
Nothing left to hide behind now
Nothing left to hide behind now
Now
Nothing left to hide behind now
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
It was the last time I ever felt that way
Told you how I felt
You chewed me up and spit me out
And threw me away with all those games you played
Stare at me blankly
Now there’s nothing left for you to hide
Why don't you make me now
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
I'll always remember
I'll always remember
I'll always remember
At first I was nothing
I'll always remember
Now that I'm something you'll never forget
I'll always remember
At first I was nothing
I'll always remember
Now that I'm something you'll never forget me
I take everything I said back
Please don't walk away
Fuck it, fuck you
Stay away from me
You fucking bitch
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Tell me
What have I become to you now
What have I become to you now
Lyrics submitted by 7dust2451
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