Had a dream that we were dead
But we pretended that we still lived
With no regrets we never bled
And we took everything life could give

And came up broken empty handed in the end
In the hearts of the blind, something you'll never find
Is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead, I'm screaming

I don't know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real
But I never felt this close before
I've been looking in your window
I've been dressing in your clothes
I've been walking dead, watching you
Long enough to know I can't go on

Had a dream that fire fell from an opening in the sky
Someone warned me of this hell, and I spit in his naive eye
And left him crying for my soul he said would die

In the hearts of the blind something you'll never find
Is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead I'm screaming

I don't know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real
But I never felt this close before
I've been looking in your window
I've been dressing in your clothes
I've been walking dead, watching you
Long enough to know I can't go on

In the hearts of the blind, something you'll never find
Is a vision of light
With the voice of the dead, I'm screaming

I don't know who I am anymore
Not once in life have I been real
But I never felt this close before
I've been looking in your window
I've been dressing in your clothes
I've been walking dead, watching you
Long enough to know I can't go on



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    My Interpretation

    I agree with the above comments saying that this song has to do with God, but I think the person she is watching is God Himself. In the album booklet there is a "journal entry" relating to this song that makes it clearer. The person singing is part of an army fighting against something called the "Dread Army" and they have dream that they and their army were dead and part of the Dread Army, the song is describing how the enemies feel. They all then see a man in the sky, presumably God. It is in this context that the words in the chorus are spoken.

    Astyanaxon February 04, 2010   Link

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