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I am done pretending
You have failed to find what's left
I will suck you dry again
Some are not worth saving
You are such a pretty mess
I will choke the life within
Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin
And now your life is broken
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I am suffocating
You have failed to pull me in
I will drag you down again
Life is unrelenting
Feeding lies into my head
I will feed the lies you live
Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin
And now your life is broken
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
You have failed to find what's left
I will suck you dry again
Some are not worth saving
You are such a pretty mess
I will choke the life within
Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin
And now your life is broken
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I am suffocating
You have failed to pull me in
I will drag you down again
Life is unrelenting
Feeding lies into my head
I will feed the lies you live
Now you want to take me down
As if I even care
I am the monster in your head
And I thought you'd learn by now
It seems you haven't yet
I am the venom in your skin
And now your life is broken
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
After the lights go out on you
After your worthless life is through
I will remember how you scream
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
I can't afford to care
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Jane's Addiction vocalist Perry Farrell gives Adam Reader some heartfelt insight into Jane’s Addiction's hard rock manifesto "Mountain Song", which was the second single from their revolutionary album Nothing's Shocking. Mountain song was first recorded in 1986 and appeared on the soundtrack to the film Dudes starring Jon Cryer. The version on Nothing's Shocking was re-recorded in 1988.
"'Mountain Song' was actually about... I hate to say it but... drugs. Climbing this mountain and getting as high as you can, and then coming down that mountain," reveals Farrell. "What it feels to descend from the mountain top... not easy at all. The ascension is tough but exhilarating. Getting down is... it's a real bummer. Drugs is not for everybody obviously. For me, I wanted to experience the heights, and the lows come along with it."
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This song reminds me of my son who is struggling with meth addiction. If he had any possessions left I could send him the song to listen to. But he has lost everything and moves from friend to friends house with nothing but the clothes on his back. His dad lost everything trying to help him, all his things disappeared too. I live in a different city, so he will never have enough money to show up on my doorstep. How hard is that to know that I am glad for the distance. I cant pull him up out of the gutter, only he can decide. If I reach out then I go down too. I have tried setting him up with jobs, a phone, clothes, food, everything gets sold for money for drugs. Excuses fall from his lips continously. I have to remove tags from clothing, he will wear rags and take the bags of new underwear and socks back for the money. I must not let his addiction suck me down too. This song really spells it out.
best of luck to you and your son