This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Without hope
Without love
She sees herself
From below and above
Her untied hair
She smears the spit
Pleasure and suffering
Her beliefs conflict
It brings a smile
She cannot pretend
To believe that life
Really has no end
See the leaves
They're dying again
See the moth
It's flying again
See the leaves
They're dying again
See the moth
It's flying again
See the grass
It's dying again
See the sun
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
Without love
She sees herself
From below and above
Her untied hair
She smears the spit
Pleasure and suffering
Her beliefs conflict
It brings a smile
She cannot pretend
To believe that life
Really has no end
See the leaves
They're dying again
See the moth
It's flying again
See the leaves
They're dying again
See the moth
It's flying again
See the grass
It's dying again
See the sun
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
It's trying again
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Let's analyze the piece stanza by stanza according to my interpretation:
1) To start with, we get a hopeless and unloved woman who objectifies herself. She simultaneously looks down on herself hatefully and idolizes herself with no hope of ever being who she wants.
2) Her hair is untied and possibly cleaned/styled using her own saliva??? This could mean she lives a sort of carefree lifestyle, not concerned with fashion/appearance. Or her unkempt demeanor could represent her poverty and suffering. Juxtaposed, these two lifestyles conflict.
3) And yet, it makes her happy to live this way, but also, returning to her hopeless outlook on life, it constrains her to believe that there is no life after death.
4-end) The leaves dying serve as proof for her fatalistic beliefs, and yet another moth is flying again, which goes against her notion that there is no life after death. The grass dies, but then the sun brings it to life again. Apparently the woman is only able to see death; she is, after all, hopeless and without love. In spite of all of this, the sun persists. Perhaps the significance in the repetition of this verse is to show how the sun, the giver of life, perseveres in the face of death. It is possible the poetic voice in this song has faith that the woman will eventually see the light.
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