This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
OH!
Could I, could I just find a way
I'd find you everyday and we could alter time.
But I've come to find everyone's gone away.
So this may be the time for the perfect crime.
Yes, this is perfect.
(This is) our medicine. (This is) our time to...
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name. Medicate.
Come day, you'll say you cannot stay.
Once more, I'll feel the same. It happens every time.
So I've come to find everyone goes away. I'm destined to remain.
You were never mine, so you were perfect.
(This is) our medicine. (This is) our time to...
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name. Medicate.
Can you describe what it's like? I feel nothing.
Can you feel this? Does it sting?
I feel nothing at all.
I feel nothing at all.
I feel nothing at all.
(Can you tell me how it feels?)
I feel nothing at all.
(Can we pretend this is real?)
I feel nothing.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Oh!
You don't even know my name.
You don't even know my name.
Oh! Medicate.
Could I, could I just find a way
I'd find you everyday and we could alter time.
But I've come to find everyone's gone away.
So this may be the time for the perfect crime.
Yes, this is perfect.
(This is) our medicine. (This is) our time to...
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name. Medicate.
Come day, you'll say you cannot stay.
Once more, I'll feel the same. It happens every time.
So I've come to find everyone goes away. I'm destined to remain.
You were never mine, so you were perfect.
(This is) our medicine. (This is) our time to...
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name. Medicate.
Can you describe what it's like? I feel nothing.
Can you feel this? Does it sting?
I feel nothing at all.
I feel nothing at all.
I feel nothing at all.
(Can you tell me how it feels?)
I feel nothing at all.
(Can we pretend this is real?)
I feel nothing.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves to this and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Medicate here with me.
Now as we lose ourselves in us and ignore
that you don't even know my name.
Oh!
You don't even know my name.
You don't even know my name.
Oh! Medicate.
Lyrics submitted by KTheLibra
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