AGAIN

I love this song soo much!

I will pursue this dream, 'cause I know it's expected that I be serene Upon this winding road, in the face of the crowds that bustle all around Although it seems like I am chasing after the past, What I want is a place where the sky is alive and like home to me Please try to understand the truth That this is no choice And I wish you'd stop with that look of despair You're giving me Tears are nothing but the shape of our weakness And they won't bring any absolution I do not see an end to this labyrinth Who am I waiting for~ And I write it down in the pages of my notebook 'Cause I'm looking for the me that is still honest I am running but I don't even know why From this reality To chase my wishes I'll carry on living And I will always remember the depths of the darkness I'll face my demons and I'll no longer run away There isn't a place to go I'll lose this feeling of being so helpless 'Cause my whole life is ahead of me I'll quash the numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness I must apologize, I've really messed up and I am so ashamed I may not say it much, But I know that I make you worry all the time Back then you always could accept the things I'd done And you're still the same today so I'll try not to burden you But try to realize that I have closed my eyes Just because the world is too harsh And I'm willing to blind myself Rumors that they have spread about us I do not know which was the first one "We were friends from the second that we met," Just stop with the lies already And my heart turned red with this passion And it almost consumed my very being 'Cause in truth I'd held onto hope From this reality To chase my wishes I'll carry on living And I really want to scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer run away There isn't a place to go I still am grateful for the care you've shown me So I'll find the strength to make it count I'll always move onward Facing my friends and foes alike How do you unlock this door that has no key? Can you think of a way? We can't go back to the beginning The story is set, and our destinies too Open up your eyes Open up your eyes I'll lose this feeling of being so helpless 'Cause my whole life is ahead of me And the things I once abandoned I want to try and find again Come on, just one more time To chase my wishes I'll carry on living And I really want to scream out, but can you even hear me? I'll face my demons, and I'll no longer run away There isn't a place to go I still am grateful for the care you've shown me So I'll find the strength to make it count I'll quash the numbness 'Cause pain's better than the emptiness